him wisdom, and by wisdom love; but he that looks backward from the Lord receives love and not wisdom; and love without wisdom, is love from man and not from the Lord; and this love, since it conjoins itself with falses, does not acknowledge God, but acknowledges itself for God, and confirms this tacitly by the faculty of understanding and growing wise implanted in it from creation as from itself; wherefore this love is the origin of evil.  That this is the case, will admit of ocular demonstration.  I will call hither some wicked spirit who turns himself from God, and will speak to him from behind, or into the hinder part of the head, and you will see that the things which are said are turned into their contraries.”  I called such a spirit and he presented himself, and I spoke to him from behind and said, “Do you know anything about hell, damnation, and torment in hell?” And presently, when he was turned to me, I asked him what he heard?  He said, “I heard, ’Do you know anything concerning heaven, salvation, and happiness in heaven?’” and afterwards when the latter words were said to him from behind, he said that he heard the former.  It was next said to him from behind, “Do you know that those who are in hell are insane from falses?” and when I asked him concerning these words what he heard, he said, “I heard, ’Do you know that those who are in heaven are wise from truths?’” and when the latter words were spoken to him from behind, he said that he heard, “Do you know that those who are in hell, are insane from falses?” and so in other instances:  from which it evidently appears, that when the mind turns itself from the Lord, it turns to itself, and then it perceives things contrary.  “This, as you know, is the reason why, in this spiritual world, no one is allowed to stand behind another, and to speak to him; for thereby there is inspired into him a love, which his own intelligence favors and obeys for the sake of its delight; but since it is from man, and not from God, it is a love of evil, or a love of the false.  In addition to the above, I will relate to you another similar circumstance.  On certain occasions I have heard goods and truths let down from heaven into hell; and in hell they were progressively turned into their opposites, good into evil, and truth into the false; the cause of this, the same as above, because all in hell turn themselves from the Lord.”  On hearing these two things the two angels thanked me, and said, “As you are now meditating and writing concerning a love opposite to our conjugial love, and the opposite to that love makes our minds sad, we will depart;” and when they said, “Peace be unto you,” I besought them not to mention that love to their brethren and sisters in heaven, because it would hurt their innocence.  I can positively assert that those who die infants, grow up in heaven, and when they attain the stature which is common to young men of eighteen years old in the world, and to maidens of fifteen years, they remain of that stature; and further, that both before marriage and after it, they are entirely ignorant what adultery is, and that such a thing can exist.