thought of our poor comrades whom we had left behind, and of the snowfields—­the horrible, horrible snowfields.  To this day, my friends, I do not care to see red and white together.  Even my red cap thrown down upon my white counterpane has given me dreams in which I have seen those monstrous plains, the reeling, tortured army, and the crimson smears which glared upon the snow behind them.  You will coax no story out of me about that business, for the thought of it is enough to turn my wine to vinegar and my tobacco to straw.

Of the half-million who crossed the Elbe in the autumn of the year ’12 about forty thousand infantry were left in the spring of ’13.  But they were terrible men, these forty thousand:  men of iron, eaters of horses, and sleepers in the snow; filled, too, with rage and bitterness against the Russians.  They would hold the Elbe until the great army of conscripts, which the Emperor was raising in France, should be ready to help them to cross it once more.

But the cavalry was in a deplorable condition.  My own hussars were at Borna, and when I paraded them first, I burst into tears at the sight of them.  My fine men and my beautiful horses—­it broke my heart to see the state to which they were reduced.  ‘But, courage,’ I thought, ’they have lost much, but their Colonel is still left to them.’  I set to work, therefore, to repair their disasters, and had already constructed two good squadrons, when an order came that all colonels of cavalry should repair instantly to the depots of the regiments in France to organize the recruits and the remounts for the coming campaign.

You will think, doubtless, that I was over-joyed at this chance of visiting home once more.  I will not deny that it was a pleasure to me to know that I should see my mother again, and there were a few girls who would be very glad at the news; but there were others in the army who had a stronger claim.  I would have given my place to any who had wives and children whom they might not see again.  However, there is no arguing when the blue paper with the little red seal arrives, so within an hour I was off upon my great ride from the Elbe to the Vosges.  At last I was to have a period of quiet.  War lay behind my mare’s tail and peace in front of her nostrils.  So I thought, as the sound of the bugles died in the distance, and the long, white road curled away in front of me through plain and forest and mountain, with France somewhere beyond the blue haze which lay upon the horizon.

It is interesting, but it is also fatiguing, to ride in the rear of an army.  In the harvest time our soldiers could do without supplies, for they had been trained to pluck the grain in the fields as they passed, and to grind it for themselves in their bivouacs.  It was at that time of year, therefore, that those swift marches were performed which were the wonder and the despair of Europe.  But now the starving men had to be made robust once more, and I was forced