the dear girl closely on the subject of my sister’s
malady; even desiring to know if her affections were
any way connected with this extraordinary sinking
of the vital powers; but not in the slightest degree
inclining to the distrust of Rupert’s being in
any manner implicated in the affair. Lucy, truthful
and frank as she was, felt the uselessness, nay, the
danger, of enlightening her father, and managed to
evade all his more delicate inquiries, without involving
herself in falsehoods. She well knew, if he were
apprised of the real state of the case, that Rupert
would have been sent for; and every reparation it was
in his power to make would have been insisted on,
as an act of justice; a hopeless and distressing attempt
to restore the confidence of unbounded love, and the
esteem which, once lost, is gone forever. Perhaps
the keenest of all Grace’s sufferings proceeded
from the consciousness of the total want of merit
in the man she had so effectually enshrined in her
heart, that he could only be ejected by breaking in
pieces and utterly destroying the tenement that had
so long contained him. With ordinary notions,
this change of opinion might have sufficed for the
purposes of an effectual cure; but my poor sister
was differently constituted. She had ever been
different from most of her sex, in intensity of feeling;
and had come near dying, while still a child, on the
occasion of the direful catastrophe of my father’s
loss; and the decease of even our mother, though long
expected, had come near to extinguish the flame of
life in the daughter. As I have already said
more than once, a being so sensitive and so pure,
ever seemed better fitted for the regions of bliss,
than for the collisions and sorrows of the world.
Now we were at Clawbonny again, I scarce knew how
to employ myself. Grace I could not see; Lucy,
who took the entire management of the invalid, requiring
for her rest and quiet. In this she did but follow
the directions of reason, as well as those left by
Post; and I was fain to yield, knowing that my sister
could not possibly have a more judicious or a more
tender nurse.
The different persons belonging to the mill and the
farm came to me for directions, which I was compelled
to give with thoughts engrossed with the state of
my sister. More than once I endeavoured to arouse
myself; and, for a few minutes, seemed to enter,
if I did not truly enter, with interest into the affairs
presented to my consideration; but these little rallies
were merely so many attempts at self-delusion, and
I finally referred everything to the respective persons
entrusted with the different branches of the duty
bidding them act as they had been accustomed to do
in my absence.
“Why, yes, Masser Mile,” answered the
old negro who was the head man in the field, “dis
berry well, if he can do it. Remember I alway
hab Masser Hardinge to talk to me about ’e crop,
and sich t’ing, and dat a won’erful help
to a poor nigger when he in a nonplush.”