Miles Wallingford eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 608 pages of information about Miles Wallingford.

Miles Wallingford eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 608 pages of information about Miles Wallingford.

“All have then told you wrong.  I am not so fortunate as to possess the affections of Miss Hardinge; and no man will gain her hand who does not first obtain her heart; ay, and her whole heart, too.”

I was astounded!  What!  Lucy not engaged to Drewett; not loving him, by his own admission; not likely to love him!  I believe Andrew had no difficulty in comprehending my feelings in part, for he seemed disposed to continue the subject; and, what was infinitely to his credit, to continue it in a way that should leave no unpleasant uncertainty hanging about the real position of the dear girl.

“It is only quite lately,” he said, “that I have seen the great injustice that I and my family have unconsciously committed towards Miss Hardinge.  As you are an old—­a very old friend of hers, I will be explicit with you, and endeavour, in some small degree, to excuse myself; though I feel that it can never be done fully.  You tell me, that you have heard I was engaged to Miss Hardinge?”

“Unquestionably:  I think it was the opinion of her own father; though he must have believed the promise conditional, as Lucy never would marry without his approbation.”

“Mr. Hardinge has then been strangely misled.  It is true, Mr. Wallingford, that I have long admired Miss Hardinge, and that I offered myself years ago.  I was refused from the first.  But, Lucy had the frankness to own that she was free to dispose of her hand; and I persevered contrary to her advice, her wishes, and I may say her entreaties.  I think she esteems me; and I know she has a strong regard for my mother, who is almost as fond of her as I am myself.  This esteem and regard I hoped might ripen into love, and my presumption has brought its own punishment, It is now about six months—­I remember it was shortly after we heard of your probable loss—­that I had a final conversation with her on the subject, when I became convinced my prospects were hopeless.  Since that time, I have endeavoured to conquer my passion; for love unrequited, I suppose you know, will not last for ever; and I have so far succeeded, as to tell you all this without feeling the pain it would once have cost me.  Still, I retain the deepest respect for Miss Hardinge; and a single encouraging look would even now recall me.  I am of opinion, however, she intends never to marry.  But, let us quit this place, which has no longer any claim on you.”

I was in a state scarcely to know what.  I did.  It was comparatively little to me to learn I was free myself, after so unexpectedly learning that Lucy was also free.  Lucy—­whom I had for years supposed to be irrevocably engaged; and whom I had continued to love, even against hope Andrew Drewett, I fancied, had never loved as I did, or he would not have made the speech he did; or, his love for Lucy had not been a part of his existence from boyhood, as mine had certainly been.  While all these thoughts were passing through my mind, I gave a few directions, took Drewett’s arm, and hurried out of the gaol.

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