from your last that his Holiness our Lord wishes that
I should furnish the design for the library.
I have received no information, and do not know where
it is to be erected. It is true that Stefano talked
to me about the scheme, but I paid no heed. When
he returns from Carrara I will inquire, and will do
all that is in my power,
albeit architecture is
not my profession.” There is something
pathetic in this reiterated assertion that his real
art was sculpture. At the same time Clement wished
to provide for him for life. He first proposed
that Buonarroti should promise not to marry, and should
enter into minor orders. This would have enabled
him to enjoy some ecclesiastical benefice, but it
would also have handed him over firmly bound to the
service of the Pope. Circumstances already hampered
him enough, and Michelangelo, who chose to remain
his own master, refused. As Berni wrote:
“Voleva far da se, non comandato.”
As an alternative, a pension was suggested. It
appears that he only asked for fifteen ducats a month,
and that his friend Pietro Gondi had proposed twenty-five
ducats. Fattucci, on the 13th of January 1524,
rebuked him in affectionate terms for his want of
pluck, informing him that “Jacopo Salviati has
given orders that Spina should be instructed to pay
you a monthly provision of fifty ducats.”
Moreover, all the disbursements made for the work
at S. Lorenzo were to be provided by the same agent
in Florence, and to pass through Michelangelo’s
hands. A house was assigned him, free of rent,
at S. Lorenzo, in order that he might be near his
work. Henceforth he was in almost weekly correspondence
with Giovanni Spina on affairs of business, sending
in accounts and drawing money by means of his then
trusted servant, Stefano, the miniaturist.
That Stefano did not always behave himself according
to his master’s wishes appears from the following
characteristic letter addressed by Michelangelo to
his friend Pietro Gondi: “The poor man,
who is ungrateful, has a nature of this sort, that
if you help him in his needs, he says that what you
gave him came out of superfluities; if you put him
in the way of doing work for his own good, he says
you were obliged, and set him to do it because you
were incapable; and all the benefits which he received
he ascribes to the necessities of the benefactor.
But when everybody can see that you acted out of pure
benevolence, the ingrate waits until you make some
public mistake, which gives him the opportunity of
maligning his benefactor and winning credence, in
order to free himself from the obligation under which
he lies. This has invariably happened in my case.
No one ever entered into relations with me—I
speak of workmen—to whom I did not do good
with all my heart. Afterwards, some trick of temper,
or some madness, which they say is in my nature, which
hurts nobody except myself, gives them an excuse for
speaking evil of me and calumniating my character.
Such is the reward of all honest men.”