heart was a fountain which sent forth two streams,—the
one cool, delicious, healing, as the rivers of Paradise;
the other dark, bitter, and burning, like the waters
of hell; and they gushed forth alternately, accordingly
as his thoughts communicated with the recollection
of his own picture, or with the landscapes around
him, painted in celestial colours by the hand of God.
Beatrice, who walked by his side, was herself a mystery.
To feel the pressure of her hand, to hear her breathe,
to listen to the music of her voice, was a bliss unspeakable;
and there was a sovereign beauty in her countenance
which seemed to cast forth rays of joy and gladness
upon every thing around her, as the sun lights up
with smiles the cool waves of the morning. Yet
Spinello felt that as often as this fragment of Paradise,
as it might justly be termed, was turned towards him,
lightnings appeared to gleam from it which dismayed
and withered his soul. At such moments a piercing
cold darted through his frame; and when it passed
away, a tremor and shivering succeeded, which withered
all his energies. In fact, whether in the society
of Beatrice or not, Spinello now found that the terrible
form of Lucifer, which his genius had created, was
ever present with him, standing, as it were, like a
mighty shadow, between him and the external world,
and eclipsing the glory of earth and heaven.
The summer passed away in this manner, and autumn
drew near; and as the glories of the sun became dimmer,
the figure of Lucifer appeared to increase in dimensions
and brilliancy, and acquired more power over the imagination
of Spinello. Tortured by an enemy who appeared
to have passed by some dreadful process into the very
core of his being, Spinello felt his energies and
his health departing from him; while his imagination,
into which every faculty of his mind appeared to be
fast melting, increased in force and volume, as a
wintry torrent is increased by the waters of every
neighbouring streamlet. At length it occurred
to him that perhaps this demon of his fancy, which
he was well convinced was an unreal phantom, yet could
not banish, might possess no resemblance to the figure
his pencil had produced; and might disappear, or at
least be reduced to the condition of ordinary ideas,
by a comparison with the bodily representative of
his original conception. This thought presented
itself to his mind one night in October, as he lay
tossing about in sleepless agony upon his bed.
He instantly started up, dressed, threw on his cloke,
which the coolness of the night, windy and dark, rendered
necessary; and seizing a lighted torch, issued forth
towards the church.