tear that lies on dead men’s cheeks; for what
is one poor insignificant man in his flesh against
a whole world of the disembodied, he alone with them,
and nowhere, nowhere another of his kind, to whom
to appeal against them? I read, and I searched:
but God, God knows ... If a leaf of the paper,
which I slowly, warily, stealingly turned, made but
one faintest rustle, how did that
reveille
boom in echoes through the vacant and haunted chambers
of my poor aching heart, my God! and there was a cough
in my throat which for a cruelly long time I would
not cough, till it burst in horrid clamour from my
lips, sending crinkles of cold through my inmost blood.
For with the words which I read were all mixed up visions
of crawling hearses, wails, and lugubrious crapes,
and piercing shrieks of madness in strange earthy
vaults, and all the mournfulness of the black Vale
of Death, and the tragedy of corruption. Twice
during the ghostly hours of that night the absolute
and undeniable certainty that some presence—some
most gashly silent being—stood at my right
elbow, so thrilled me, that I leapt to my feet to
confront it with clenched fists, and hairs that bristled
stiff in horror and frenzy. After that second
time I must have fainted; for when it was broad day,
I found my dropped head over the file of papers, supported
on my arms. And I resolved then never again after
sunset to remain in any house: for that night
was enough to kill a horse, my good God; and that
this is a haunted planet I know.
* * * *
*
What I read in the Times was not very definite,
for how could it be? but in the main it confirmed
inferences which I had myself drawn, and fairly satisfied
my mind.
There had been a battle royal in the paper between
my old collaborator Professor Stanistreet and Dr.
Martin Rogers, and never could I have conceived such
an indecorous piece of business, men like them calling
one another ‘tyro,’ ‘dreamer,’
and in one place ‘block-head.’ Stanistreet
denied that the perfumed odour of almonds attributed
to the advancing cloud could be due to anything but
the excited fancy of the reporting fugitives, because,
said he, it was unknown that either Cn, HCn, or K_4FeCn_6
had been given out by volcanoes, and the destructiveness
to life of the travelling cloud could only be owing
to CO and CO_2. To this Rogers, in an article
characterised by extraordinary heat, replied that
he could not understand how even a ’tyro’(!)
in chemical and geological phenomena would venture
to rush into print with the statement that HCn had
not commonly been given out by volcanoes: that
it had been, he said, was perfectly certain;
though whether it had been or not could not affect
the decision of a reasoning mind as to whether it
was being: for that cyanogen, as a matter of fact,
was not rare in nature, though not directly occurring,
being one of the products of the common distillation
of pit-coal, and found in roots, peaches, almonds,