blouses and tarpaulin sou’-westers lay in every
pose of death, every detail of feature and expression
still perfectly preserved. The sloops were all
the same, all, all: with sing-song creaks they
rocked a little, nonchalantly: each, as it were,
with a certain sub-consciousness of its own personality,
and callous unconsciousness of all the others round
it: yet each a copy of the others: the same
hooks and lines, disembowelling-knives, barrels of
salt and pickle, piles and casks of opened cod, kegs
of biscuit, and low-creaking rockings, and a bilgy
smell, and dead men. The next day, about eighty
miles south of the latitude of Mount Hekla, I sighted
a big ship, which turned out to be the French cruiser
Lazare Treport. I boarded and overhauled
her during three hours, her upper, main, and armoured
deck, deck by deck, to her lowest black depths, even
childishly spying up the tubes of her two big, rusted
turret-guns. Three men in the engine-room had
been much mangled, after death, I presume, by a burst
boiler; floating about 800 yards to the north-east
lay a long-boat of hers, low in the water, crammed
with marines, one oar still there, jammed between the
row-lock and the rower’s forced-back chin; on
the ship’s starboard deck, in the long stretch
of space between the two masts, the blue-jackets had
evidently been piped up, for they lay there in a sort
of serried disorder, to the number of two hundred
and seventy-five. Nothing could be of suggestion
more tragic than the wasted and helpless power of this
poor wandering vessel, around whose stolid mass myriads
of wavelets, busy as aspen-leaves, bickered with a
continual weltering splash that was quite loud to
hear. I sat a good time that afternoon in one
of her steely port main-deck casemates on a gun-carriage,
my head sunken on my breast, furtively eyeing the
bluish turned-up feet, all shrunk, exsanguined, of
a sailor who lay on his back before me; his soles were
all that I could see, the rest of him lying head-downwards
beyond the steel door-sill.
Drenched in seas of lugubrious reverie I sat, till,
with a shuddering start, I awoke, paddled back to
the Boreal, and, till sleep conquered me, went
on my way. At ten the next morning, coming on
deck, I spied to the west a group of craft, and turned
my course upon them. They turned out to be eight
Shetland sixerns, which must have drifted north-eastward
hither. I examined them well, but they were as
the long list of the others: for all the men,
and all the boys, and all the dogs on them were dead.
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I could have come to land a long time before I did:
but I would not: I was so afraid. For I
was used to the silence of the ice: and I was
used to the silence of the sea: but, God knows
it, I was afraid of the silence of the land.
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Once, on the 15th July, I had seen a whale, or thought
I did, spouting very remotely afar on the S.E. horizon;
and on the 19th I distinctly saw a shoal of porpoises
vaulting the sea-surface, in their swift-successive
manner, northward: and seeing them, I had said
pitifully to myself: ’Well, I am not quite
alone in the world, then, my good God—not
quite alone.’