Kate met it with a sharp, involuntary cry.  For the sullen steadiness, dispassionateness, detachment with which it was said made it more real than it had been at the water’s edge.

“But—­but you see it’s such a lovely day.  You know—­you know it’s such a beautiful place,” was what the resourceful Miss Jones found herself stammering.

“Yes,” agreed her companion, “pleasant weather, isn’t it?” She looked at Katie contemptuously.  “You think weather makes any difference?  That’s like a girl like you!”

Katie laughed.  Laughing seemed the only sand club she had just then.  “I am a fool,” she agreed.  “I’ve often thought so myself.  But like most other fools I mean well, and this just didn’t seem to me the sort of day when it would occur to one to kill one’s self.  Now if it were terribly hot, the kind of hot that takes your brains away, or so cold you were freezing, or even if it were raining, not a decent rain, but that insulting drizzle that makes you hate everything—­why then, yes, I might understand.  But to kill one’s self in the sunshine!”

As she was finishing she had a strange sensation.  She saw that the girl was looking at her compassionately.  Katherine Wayneworth Jones was not accustomed to being viewed with compassion.

“It would be foolish to try to make you understand,” said the girl simply, finality in her weariness.  “It would be foolish to try to make a girl like you understand that nothing can be so bad as sunshine.”

Katie leaned across the table.  This interested her.  “Why I suppose that might be true.  I suppose—­”

But the girl was not listening.  She was leaning back in the great wicker chair.  She seemed actually to be relaxing, resting.  That seemed strange to Kate.  How could she be resting in an hour which had just been tacked on to her life?  And then it came to her that perhaps it was a long time since the girl had sat in a chair like that.  If she had had a chance, when things were going badly, to sit in such a chair and rest, might the river have seemed a less desirable place?  She had always supposed it was big things—­queer, abstract, unknowable things like forces and traits that made life and death.  Did chairs count?

As the girl’s eyes closed, surrenderingly, Katie was glad that no matter what she might decide to do about things she had had that hour in the big, tenderly cushioned wicker chair.  It might be a kinder memory to take with her from life than anything she had known for a long time.

Katherine had grown very still, still both outwardly and inwardly.  People spoke of her enviously as having experienced so much; living in all parts of the world, knowing people of all nations and kinds.  But it seemed all of that had been mere splashing around on the beach.  She was out in the big waves now.

She looked at the girl; looked with the eyes of one who would understand.