But, what is still more natural and logical, the very people who disapprove it and regard it as a grave crime treat with greater rigour any man who refuses to commit it.  Many an unhappy fellow has lost his reputation and position through conforming with their views, so that if you have the misfortune to be engaged in what is called “an affair of honour,” it is best to toss up to see if you should follow the law or the custom; and as the law and the custom in regard to duelling are contradictory, the magistrates would also do well to frame their sentence on the throw of the dice.  Probably, it was in this way that they determined that my journey should last exactly forty-two days.

II.—­My Armchair and my Bed

My chamber forms a square, round which I can take thirty-six steps, if I keep very close to the wall.  But I seldom travel in a straight line.  I dislike persons who are such masters of their feet and of their ideas that they can say:  “To-day I shall make three calls, I shall write four letters, I shall finish this work that I have begun.”  So rare are the pleasures scattered along our difficult path in life, that we must be mad not to turn out of our way and gather anything of joy which is within our reach.

To my mind, there is nothing more attractive than to follow the trail of one’s ideas, like a hunter tracking down game, without holding to any road.  I like to zigzag about.  I set out from my table to the picture in the corner.  From there I journey obliquely towards the door; but if I come upon my armchair I stand on no ceremonies, but settle myself in it at once.  ’Tis an excellent piece of furniture, an armchair, and especially useful to a meditative man.  In long winter evenings it is sometimes delightful and always wise to stretch oneself in it easily, far from the din of the numerous assemblies.

After my armchair, in walking towards the north I discover my bed, which is placed at the end of my room, and there forms a most agreeable perspective.  So happily is it arranged that the earliest rays of sunlight come and play on the curtains.  I can see them, on fine summer mornings, advancing along the white wall with the rising sun; some elms, growing before my window, divide them in a thousand ways, and make them dance on my bed, which, by their reflection, spread all round the room the tint of its own charming white and rose pattern.  I hear the twittering of the swallows that nest in the roof, and of other birds in the elms; a stream of charming thoughts flows into my mind, and in the whole world nobody has an awakening as pleasant and as peaceful as mine.

III.—­The Beast

Only metaphysicians must read this chapter.  It throws a great light on the nature of man.  I cannot explain how and why I burnt my fingers at the first steps I made in setting out on my journey around my room, until I expose my system of the soul and the beast.  In the course of diverse observations I have found out that man is composed of a soul and a beast.