and taken the veil as a nun. The happiness of
families is thus sometimes destroyed; and I knew one
very united and pleasant Roman family which in this
way was sadly broken up. Two of three sisters
were so worked upon at their first communion, that
the prayers of family and friends proved unavailing
to retain them in their home. The more they were
urged to remain, the more they desired to go, and
the parents, brothers, and remaining sister were forced
to yield a most reluctant consent. They retired
into the convent and became nuns. It was almost
as if they had died. From that time forward, the
home was no longer a home. I saw them when they
took the veil, and a sadder spectacle was not easily
to be seen. The girls were happy, but the parents
and family wretched, and the parting was very tearful
and sad. They do not seem since to have regretted
the step they then took; but regret would be unavailing—and
even if they felt it, they could scarcely show it.
The occupation of the sisters in the monastery they
have joined is prayers, the offices of the Church,
and, I believe, a little instruction of poor children.
But gossip among themselves, of the pettiest kind,
must make up for the want of wider worldly interests.
In such limited relations, little jealousies engender
great hypocrisies; a restricted horizon enlarges small
objects. The repressed heart and introverted
mind, deprived of their natural scope, consume themselves
in self-consciousness, and duties easily degenerate
into routine. We are not all in all to ourselves;
the world has claims upon us, which it is cowardice
to shrink from, and folly to deny. Self-forgetfulness
is a great virtue, and selfishness a great vice.
After all, the best religious service is worthy occupation.
Large interests keep the heart sound; and the best
of prayers is the doing of a good act with a pure
purpose.
“He prayeth best who loveth best
All things, both great and small;
For the dear God who loveth us,
He made and loveth all.”
ABDEL-HASSAN.
The compensations of calamity are made
apparent after long intervals of
time.
The sure years reveal the deep remedial
force that underlies all fact.
—EMERSON.
Abdel-Hassan o’er the Desert journeyed
with his caravan,—
Many a richly laden camel, many a faithful
serving-man.
And before the haughty master bowed alike
the man and beast;
For the power of Abdel-Hassan was the
wonder of the East.
It was now the twelfth day’s journey,
but its closing did not bring
Abdel-Hassan and his servants to the long-expected
spring.
From the ancient line of travel they had
wandered far away,
And at evening, faint and weary, on a
waste of Desert lay.
Fainting men and famished camels stretched
them round the master’s tent;
For the water-skins were empty, and the
dates were nearly spent.