And that is the way in which I stumbled into wedlock. How many others, in their pursuit of what has seemed to them the substance, have failed to discover, perhaps too late, that they were following a flitting shadow,—while I, favored mortal, in my chase of a dream, stumbled upon the greatest real good of my whole life!
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THROUGH THE FIELDS TO SAINT PETER’S.
There’s a by-road to Saint Peter’s.
First you swing across the Tiber
In a ferry-boat that floats you in a minute
from the crowd;
Then through high-hedged lanes you saunter;
then by fields and sunny
pastures;
And beyond, the wondrous dome uprises
like a golden cloud.
And this morning,—Easter morning,—while
the streets were thronged
with people,
And all Rome moved toward the Apostle’s
temple by the usual way,
I strolled by the fields and hedges,—stopping
now to view the
landscape,
Now to sketch the lazy cattle in the April
grass that lay.
Galaxies of buttercups and daisies ran
along the meadows,—
Rosy flushes of red clover,—blossoming
shrubs and sprouting vines;
Overhead the larks were singing, heeding
not the bells a-ringing,—
Little knew they of the Pasqua, or the
proud Saint Peter’s shrines.
Contadini, men and women, in their very
best apparel,
Trooping one behind another, chatted all
along the roads;
Boys were pitching quoits and coppers;
old men in the sun were basking:
In the festive smile of Heaven all laid
aside their weary loads.
Underneath an ancient portal, soon I passed
into the city;
Entered San Pietro’s Square, now
thronged with upward crowding forms;
Past the Cardinals’ gilded coaches,
and the gorgeous scarlet lackeys,
And the flashing files of soldiers, and
black priests in gloomy swarms.
All were moving to the temple. Push
aside the ponderous curtain!
Lo! the glorious heights of marble, melting
in the golden dome,
Where the grand mosaic pictures, veiled
in warm and misty softness,
Swim in faith’s religious trances,—high
above all heights of Rome.
Grand as Pergolesi chantings, lovely as
a dream of Titian,
Tones and tints and chastened splendors
wreathed and grouped in sweet
accord;
While through nave and transept pealing,
soar and sink the choral
voices,
Telling of the death and glorious resurrection
of the Lord.
But, ah, fatal degradation for this temple
of the nations!
For the soul is never lifted by the accord
of sights and sound;
But yon priest in gold and satin, murmuring
with his ghostly Latin,
Drags it from its natural flights, and
trails its plumage on the ground.
And to-day the Pope is heading his whole
army of gay puppets,
And the great machinery round us moving
with an extra show:
Genuflexions, censers, mitres, mystic
motions, candle-lighters,
And the juggling show of relics to the
crowd that gapes below,