that is almost awful, when your affairs are all going
happily, when your mind is clear and equal to its
work, when your bodily health is unbroken, when your
home is pleasant, when your income is ample, when
your children are healthy and merry and hopeful,—in
looking on to Future Years. The more happy you
are, the more there is of awe in the thought how frail
are the foundations of your earthly happiness,—what
havoc may be made of them by the chances of even a
single day. It is no wonder that the solemnity
and awfulness of the Future have been felt so much,
that the languages of Northern Europe have, as I dare
say you know, no word which expresses the essential
notion of Futurity. You think, perhaps, of
shall
and
will. Well, these words have come now
to convey the notion of Futurity; but they do so only
in a secondary fashion. Look to their etymology,
and you will see that they
imply Futurity, but
do not
express it.
I shall do such a
thing means
I am bound to do it, I am under an
obligation to do it. I will do such a thing
means
I intend to do it. It is my present
purpose to do it. Of course, if you are under
an obligation to do anything, or if it be your intention
to do anything, the probability is that the thing
will be done; but the Northern family of languages
ventures no nearer than
that towards the expression
of the bare, awful idea of Future Time. It was
no wonder that Mr. Croaker was able to east a gloom
upon the gayest circle, and the happiest conjuncture
of circumstances, by wishing that all might be as well
that day six months. Six months! What might
that time not do? Perhaps you have not read a
little poem of Barry Cornwall’s, the idea of
which must come home to the heart of most of us:—
“Touch us gently, Time!
Let us glide adown thy stream
Gently,—as we sometimes glide
Through a quiet dream.
Humble voyagers are we,
Husband, wife, and children three;—
One is lost,—an angel, fled
To the azure overhead.
“Touch us gently, Time! We’ve
not proud nor soaring wings: Our ambition,
our content, Lies in simple things. Humble
voyagers are we, O’er life’s dim, unsounded
sea, Seeking only some calm clime:—
Touch us gently, gentle Time!”
I know that sometimes, my friend, you will not have
much sleep, if, when you lay your head on your pillow,
you begin to think how much depends upon your health
and life. You have reached now that time at which
you value life and health not so much for their service
to yourself, as for their needfulness to others.
There is a petition familiar to me in this Scotch
country, where people make their prayers for themselves,
which seems to me to possess great solemnity and force,
when we think of all that is implied in it. It
is, Spare useful lives! One life, the slender
line of blood passing into and passing out of one human
heart, may decide the question, whether wife and children