a host of recollections: it is Auld Lang Syne
that walks into your study, when your shaggy friend
of ten summers comes stiffly in, and after many querulous
turnings lays himself down on the rug before the fire.
Do you not feel the like when you look at many little
matters, and then look into the Future Years?
That harness,—how will you replace it?
It will be a pang to throw it by; and it will be a
considerable expense, too, to get a new suit.
Then you think how long harness may continue to be
serviceable. I once saw, on a pair of horses
drawing a stage-coach among the hills, a set of harness
which was thirty-five years old. It had been very
costly and grand when new; it had belonged for some
of its earliest years to a certain wealthy nobleman.
The nobleman had been for many years in his grave,
but there was his harness still. It was tremendously
patched, and the blinkers were of extraordinary aspect;
but it was quite serviceable. There is comfort
for you, poor country parsons! How thoroughly
I understand your feeling about such little things!
I know how you sometimes look at your phaeton or your
dog-cart; and even while the morocco is fresh, and
the wheels still are running with their first tires,
how you think you see it after it has grown shabby
and old-fashioned. Yes, you remember, not without
a dull kind of pang, that it is wearing out. You
have a neighbor, perhaps, a few miles off, whose conveyance,
through the wear of many years, has become remarkably
seedy; and every time you meet it you think that there
you see your own, as it will some day be. Every
dog has his day: but the day of the rational
dog is overclouded in a fashion unknown to his inferior
fellow-creature; it is overclouded by the anticipation
of the coming day which will not be his. You remember
how that great, though morbid man, John Poster, could
not heartily enjoy the summer weather, for thinking
how every sunny day that shone upon him was a downward
step towards the winter gloom. Each indication
that the season was progressing, even though progressing
as yet only to greater beauty, filled him with great
grief. “I have seen a fearful sight to-day,”
he would say,—“I have seen a buttercup.”
And we know, of course, that in his case there was
nothing like affectation; it was only that, unhappily
for himself, the bent of his mind was so onward-looking,
that he saw only a premonition of the snows of December
in the roses of June. It would be a blessing,
if we could quite discard the tendency. And while
your trap runs smoothly and noiselessly, while the
leather is fresh and the paint unscratched, do not
worry yourself with visions of the day when it will
rattle and creak, and when you will make it wait for
you at the corner of back-streets when you drive into
town. Do not vex yourself by fancying that you
will never have heart to send off the old carriage,
nor by wondering where you shall find the money to
buy a new one.