Nor did it him.  There was something apologetic about his smile.  “It is a reprieve,” he admitted.  “I left her a week ago,” he went on to explain,—­“it must have been the day Doctor Wollaston fell ill—­on a promise not to come back until I had got this opera of mine into the shape she wants.  I came back to-day to tell her that it can’t be done—­not by me.  I have tried my utmost and it isn’t enough.  I haven’t improved it even from her point of view let alone from mine.  She isn’t an easy person to come to with a confession of failure.”

“She’s spoiling it,” Mary said.  “Why do you let her?”

But March dissented from that.  “If we agree that the thing’s an opera—­and of course that’s what it is if it’s anything—­then what she wants it made over into is better than what I wrote.  She’s trying to put the Puccini throb into it.  She’s trying to make better drama out of it.  LaChaise agrees with her.  He said at the beginning that I relied too much on the orchestra and didn’t give the singers enough to do.  And, of course, it’s easy to see that what a woman like Paula said or did would be more important to an audience than anything that an oboe could possibly say.  When I’m with her, she—­galvanizes me into a sort of belief that I can accomplish the thing she wants, but when I go off alone and try to do it....”  He blinked and shook his head.  “It has been a first-class nightmare, for a fact, this last week.”

But Mary demanded again.  “Why do you let her?”

“I made a good resolution a while ago,” he said.  “It was—­it was the night she sang those Whitman songs.  You see I’ve never been tied to anything; harnessed, you know.  Somehow, I’ve managed to do without.  But I’ve had to do without hearing, except in my own head, any of the music I’ve written.  There was an old tin trunk full of it, on paper, that looked as if it was never going to be anywhere else.  Well, I came to a sort of conviction after I went away from here that night, that those two facts were cause and effect; that unless I submitted to be harnessed I never would hear any of it.  And it seemed that night that I couldn’t manage to do without hearing it.  Keats was wrong about that, you know,—­about unheard melodies being sweeter.  They can come to be clear torment.  So I decided I’d begin going in harness.  I suppose it was rather naive of me to think that I could, all at once, make a change like that.  Anyhow, I found I couldn’t go on with this.  I brought it around to-day,—­it’s out there in the hall—­to turn it over to Paula to do with as she liked.  That’s why it was so—­incredible, when you came down the stairs instead.”

He sprang up then to go, so abruptly that he gave her the impression of having abandoned in the middle, the sentence he was speaking.  This time, however, rising instantly, she released him and in a moment he was gone.  There had been a word from him about her father, the expression of “confident hopes” for his recovery, and on her part some attempt, not successfully brought off she feared, to assure him of his welcome when he came again.  She didn’t shake hands with him and decided afterward that it must have been he who had avoided it.