Now, where he stood alone, the last of
impenitent sinners,
Weeping, old friends and comrades came
to him out of the circle,
And with their tears besought him to hear
what the Lord had done for
them.
Ever he shook them off, not roughly, nor
smiled at their transports.
Then the preachers spake and painted the
terrors of Judgment,
And of the bottomless pit, and the flames
of hell everlasting.
Still and dark he stood, and neither listened
nor heeded:
But when the fervent voice of the while-haired
exhorter was lifted,
Fell his brows in a scowl of fierce and
scornful rejection.
“Lord, let this soul be saved!”
cried the fervent voice of the old man;
“For that the shepherd rejoiceth
more truly for one that hath wandered,
And hath been found again, than for all
the others that strayed not.”
Out of the midst of the people, a woman
old and decrepit,
Tremulous through the light, and tremulous
into the shadow,
Wavered toward him with slow, uncertain
paces of palsy,
Laid her quivering hand on his arm and
brokenly prayed him:
“Louis Lebeau, I closed in death
the eyes of your mother.
On my breast she died, in prayer for her
fatherless children,
That they might know the Lord, and follow
Him always, and serve Him.
Oh, I conjure you, my son, by the name
of your mother in glory,
Scorn not the grace of the Lord!”
As when a summer-noon’s tempest
Breaks in one swift gush of rain, then
ceases and gathers
Darker and gloomier yet on the lowering
front of the heavens,
So brake his mood in tears, as he soothed
her, and stilled her
entreaties,
And so he turned again with his clouded
looks to the people.
Vibrated then from the hush the accents
of mournfullest pity,—
His who was gifted in speech, and the
glow of the fires illumined
All his pallid aspect with sudden and
marvellous splendor:
“Louis Lebeau,” he spake,
“I have known you and loved you from
childhood;
Still, when the others blamed you, I took
your part, for I knew you.
Louis Lebeau, my brother, I thought to
meet you in heaven,
Hand in hand with her who is gone to heaven
before us,
Brothers through her dear love! I
trusted to greet you and lead you
Up from the brink of the River unto the
gates of the City.
Lo! my years shall be few on the earth.
Oh, my brother,
If I should die before you had known the
mercy of Jesus,
Yea, I think it would sadden the hope
of glory within me!”
Neither yet had the will of the sinner
yielded an answer;
But from his lips there broke a cry of
unspeakable anguish,
Wild and fierce and shrill, as if some
demon within him
Rent his soul with the ultimate pangs
of fiendish possession,
And with the outstretched arms of bewildered
imploring toward them,
Death-white unto the people he turned
his face from the darkness.