in the speech of Lord Chatham in reply to Walpole,
which boys are taught to recite at school, that essay
was to go on to show that a great part of English
literature was written by very young men. Unfortunately,
on proceeding to investigate the matter carefully,
it appeared that the best part of English literature,
even in the range of poetry, was in fact written by
men of even more than middle age. So the essay
was never finished, though a good deal of it was sketched
out. Yesterday I took out the old manuscript;
and after reading a bit of it, it appeared so remarkably
Vealy, that I put it with indignation into the fire.
Still I observed various facts of interest as to great
things done by young men, and some by young men who
never lived to be old. Beaumont the dramatist
died at twenty-nine. Christopher Marlowe wrote
“Faustus” at twenty-five, and died at
thirty. Sir Philip Sidney wrote his “Arcadia”
at twenty-six. Otway wrote “The Orphan”
at twenty-eight, and “Venice Preserved”
at thirty. Thomson wrote the “Seasons”
at twenty-seven. Bishop Berkeley had devised
his Ideal System at twenty-nine; and Clarke at the
same age published his great work on “The Being
and Attributes of God.” Then there is Pitt,
of course. But these cases are exceptional; and
besides, men at twenty-eight and thirty are not in
any way to be regarded as boys. What I wanted
was proof of the great things that had been done by
young fellows about two-and-twenty; and such proof
was not to be found. A man is simply a boy grown
up to his best; and of course what is done by men
must be better than what is done by boys. Unless
in very peculiar cases, a man at thirty will be every
way superior to what he was at twenty; and at forty
to what he was at thirty. Not, indeed, physically,—let
that be granted; not always morally; but surely
intellectually and aesthetically.
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Yes, my readers, we have all been Calves. A great
part of all our doings has been, what the writer,
in figurative language, has described as Veal.
We have not said, written, or done very much on which
we can now look back with entire approval; and we
have said, written, and done a very great deal on
which we cannot look back but with burning shame and
confusion. Very many things, which, when we did
them, we thought remarkably good, and much better
than the doings of ordinary men, we now discern, on
calmly looking back, to have been extremely bad.
That time, you know, my friend, when you talked in
a very fluent and animated manner after dinner at
a certain house, and thought you were making a great
impression on the assembled guests, most of them entire
strangers, you are now fully aware that you were only
making a fool of yourself. And let this hint
of one public manifestation of Vealiness suffice to
suggest to each of us scores of similar cases.
But though we feel, in our secret souls, what Calves
we have been, and though it is well for us that we