which will continue till they are gray, are (it must
in sober sadness be admitted) of the nature of calves.
For it is beyond doubt that they are at a stage which
they will outgrow, and on which they may possibly look
back with something of shame. All these things,
beautiful as they are, are no more than Veal.
Yet they are fitting and excellent in their time.
No, let us not call them Veal; they are rather like
Lamb, which is excellent, though immature. No
doubt, youth is immaturity; and as you outgrow it,
you are growing better and wiser: still youth
is a fine thing; and most people would be young again,
if they could. How cheerful and light-hearted
is immaturity! How cheerful and lively are the
little children even of silent and gloomy men!
It is sad, and it is unnatural, when they are not
so. I remember yet, when I was at school, with
what interest and wonder I used to look at two or
three boys, about twelve or thirteen years old, who
were always dull, sullen, and unhappy-looking.
In those days, as a general rule, you are never sorrowful
without knowing the reason why. You are never
conscious of the dull atmosphere, of the gloomy spirits,
of after-time. The youthful machine, bodily and
mental, plays smoothly; the young being is cheery.
Even a kitten is very different from a grave old cat,
and a young colt from a horse sobered by the cares
and toils of years. And you picture fine things
to yourself in your youthful dreams. I remember
a beautiful dwelling I used often to see, as if from
the brow of a great hill. I see the rich valley
below, with magnificent woods and glades, and a broad
river reflecting the sunset; and in the midst of the
valley, the vast Saracenic pile, with gilded minarets
blazing in the golden light. I have since then
seen many splendid habitations, but none in the least
equal to that. I cannot even yet discard the
idea that somewhere in this world there stands that
noble palace, and that some day I shall find it out.
You remember also the intense delight with which you
read the books that charmed you then: how you
carried off the poem or the tale to some solitary place,—how
you sat up far into the night to read it,—how
heartily you believed in all the story, and sympathized
with the people it told of. I wish I could feel
now the veneration for the man who has written a book
which I used once to feel. Oh that one could
read the old volumes with the old feeling! Perhaps
you have some of them yet, and you remember the peculiar
expression of the type in which they were printed:
the pages look at you with the face of an old friend.
If you were then of an observant nature, you will
understand how much of the effect of any composition
upon the human mind depends upon the printing, upon
the placing of the points, even upon the position
of the sentences on the page. A grand, high-flown,
and sentimental climax ought always to conclude at
the bottom of a page. It will look ridiculous,
if it ends four or five lines down from the top of