read over your essay now at thirty, and tell us what
you think of it. And you, clever, warm-hearted,
enthusiastic young preacher of twenty-four, wrote your
sermon; it was very ingenious, very brilliant in style,
and you never thought but that it would be felt by
mature-minded Christian people as suiting their case,
as true to their inmost experience. You could
not see why you might not preach as well as a man
of forty. And if people in middle age had complained,
that, eloquent as your preaching was, they found it
suited them better and profited them more to listen
to the plainer instructions of some good man with
gray hair, you would not have understood their feeling,
and you might perhaps have attributed it to many motives
rather than the true one. But now at five-and-thirty,
find out the yellow manuscript, and read it carefully
over; and I will venture to say, that, if you were
a really clever and eloquent young man, writing in
an ambitious and rhetorical style, and prompted to
do so by the spontaneous fervor of your heart and
readiness of your imagination, you will feel now little
sympathy even with the literary style of that early
composition,—you will see extravagance and
bombast, where once you saw only eloquence and graphic
power. And as for the graver and more important
matter of the thought of the discourse, I think you
will be aware of a certain undefinable shallowness
and crudity. Your growing experience has borne
you beyond it. Somehow you feel it does not come
home to you, and suit you as you would wish it should.
It will not do. That old sermon you cannot preach
now, till you have entirely recast and rewritten it.
But you had no such notion when you wrote the sermon.
You were satisfied with it. You thought it even
better than the discourses of men as clever as yourself,
and ten or fifteen years older. Your case was
as though the youthful calf should walk beside the
sturdy ox, and think itself rather bigger.
Let no clever young reader fancy, from what has been
said, that I am about to make an onslaught upon clever
young men. I remember too distinctly how bitter,
and indeed ferocious, I used to feel, about eleven
or twelve years ago, when I heard men of more than
middle age and less than middling ability speak with
contemptuous depreciation of the productions and doings
of men considerably their juniors, and vastly their
superiors,—describing them as boys,
and as clever lads, with looks of dark malignity.
There are few more disgusting sights than the envy
and jealousy of their juniors, which may be seen in
various malicious, commonplace old men; as there is
hardly a more beautiful and pleasing sight than the
old man hailing and counselling and encouraging the
youthful genius which he knows far surpasses his own.
And I, my young friend of two-and-twenty, who, relatively
to you, may be regarded as old, am going to assume
no preposterous airs of superiority. I do not
claim to be a bit wiser than you; all I claim is to