Axes were dull, green wood was hard to cut, and harder to carry, whether through loose, dry snow, or over crusts made slippery by sleet and frost.  Cattle tracks were covered over.  Some of the poor creatures had perished under bushes where they sought shelter.  A few had become bewildered and strayed; others were found under trees in snow pits, which they themselves had made by walking round and round the trunks to keep from being snowed under.  These starvelings were shot to end their sufferings, and also with the hope that their hides and fleshless bones might save the lives of our snow-beleaguered party.  Every part of the animals was saved for food.  The locations of the carcasses were marked so that they could be brought piece by piece into camp; and even the green hides were spread against the huts to serve in case of need.

After the storm broke, John Baptiste was sent with a letter from my mother to the camp near the lake.  He was absent a number of days, for upon his arrival there, he found a party of fourteen ready to start next morning, on foot, across the summit.  He joined it, but after two days of vain effort, the party returned to camp, and he came back to us with an answer to the letter he had delivered.

We then learned that most of those at the lake were better housed than we.  Some in huts, and the rest in three log structures, which came to be known respectively as the Murphy, Graves, and Breen cabins.  The last mentioned was the relic of earlier travellers[4] and had been grizzled by the storms of several winters.  Yet, despite their better accommodations, our companions at the lake were harassed by fears like ours.  They too were short of supplies.  The game had left the mountains, and the fish in the lake would not bite.

Different parties, both with and without children, had repeatedly endeavored to force their way out of that wilderness of snow, but each in turn had become confused, and unconsciously moved in a circle back to camp.  Several persons had become snow-blind.  Every landmark was lost, even to Stanton, who had twice crossed the range.

All now looked to the coming of McCutchen and Reed for deliverance.  We had every reason to expect them soon, for each had left his family with the company, and had promised to return with succor.  Moreover, Stanton had brought tidings that the timely assistance of himself and comrade had enabled Reed to reach Sutter’s Fort in safety; and that McCutchen would have accompanied him back, had he not been detained by illness.

Well, indeed, was it that we could not know that at the very time we were so anxiously awaiting their arrival, those two men, after struggling desperately to cross the snows, were finally compelled to abandon the attempt, bury the precious food they had striven to bring us, and return to the settlement.

It was also well that we were unaware of their baffling fears, when the vigorous efforts incited by the memorial presented by Reed to Commodore Stockton, the military Governor of California, were likewise frustrated by mountain storms.