He laughed with his lips, but his eyes didn’t laugh one bit as he said:
“What a quaint little fancy of yours that is, child—as if you were two in one.”
“But I am two in one,” I declared. “That’s why I’m a cross-current and a contradiction, you know,” I explained.
I thought he’d understand. But he didn’t. I supposed, of course, he knew what a cross-current and a contradiction was. But he turned again and stared at me.
“A—what?” he demanded.
“A cross-current and a contradiction,” I explained once more. “Children of unlikes, you know. Nurse Sarah told me that long ago. Didn’t you ever hear that—that a child of unlikes was a cross-current and a contradiction?”
“Well, no—I—hadn’t,” answered Father, in a queer, half-smothered voice. He half started from his seat. I think he was going to walk up and down, same as he usually does. But in a minute he saw he couldn’t, of course, with all those people around there. So he sat back again in his chair. For a minute he just frowned and stared at nothing; then he spoke again, as if half to himself.
“I suppose, Mary, we were—unlikes, your mother and I. That’s just what we were; though I never thought of it before, in just that way.”
He waited, then went on, still half to himself, his eyes on the dancers:
“She loved things like this—music, laughter, gayety. I abhorred them. I remember how bored I was that night here—till I saw her.”
“And did you fall in love with her right away?” I just couldn’t help asking that question. Oh, I do so adore love stories!
A queer little smile came to Father’s lips.
“Well, yes, I think I did, Mary. There’d been dozens and dozens of young ladies that had flitted by in their airy frocks—and I never looked twice at them. I never looked twice at your mother, for that matter, Mary.” (A funny little twinkle came into Father’s eyes. I love him with that twinkle!) “I just looked at her once—and then kept on looking till it seemed as if I just couldn’t take my eyes off her. And after a little her glance met mine—and the whole throng melted away, and there wasn’t another soul in the room but just us two. Then she looked away, and the throng came back. But I still looked at her.”
“Was she so awfully pretty, Father?” I could feel the little thrills tingling all over me. Now I was getting a love story!
“She was, my dear. She was very lovely. But it wasn’t just that—it was a joyous something that I could not describe. It was as if she were a bird, poised for flight. I know it now for what it was—the very incarnation of the spirit of youth. And she was young. Why, Mary, she was not so many years older than you yourself, now.”
I nodded, and I guess I sighed.
“I know—where the brook and river meet,” I said; “only they won’t let me have any lovers at all.”