longer be wholly amused; and came near betraying her,
or actually did betray her, into indecorums beyond
excuse or countenance, Leslie had felt the harm, and
begun to shrink away. “Nothing
but
leaves” came back to her; her summer thought
recurred and drew to itself a new illustration.
This it was to have no aim but to rustle and flaunt;
to grow leaves continually; to make one’s
self
central and conspicuous, and to fill great space.
But now among these very leaves gleamed something golden
and glorious; something was ripening suddenly out
that had lain unseen in its greenness; the time of
figs seemed coming. Sin Saxon was intent upon
new purpose; something to be
done would not
let her “stand upon the order” or the
fashion of her doing. She forgot her little airs,
that had been apt to detract from her very wit, and
leave it only smartness; bright things came to her,
and she uttered and acted them; but they seemed involuntary
and only on the way; she could not help herself, and
nobody would have had it helped; she was still Sin
Saxon; but she had simply told the truth in her wayward
way that morning. Miss Craydocke had done it,
with her kindly patience that was no stupidity, her
simple dignity that never lowered itself and that
therefore could not be lowered, and her quiet continuance
in generous well-doing,—and Sin Saxon was
different. She was won to a perception of the
really best in life,—that which this plain
old spinster, with her “scrap of lace and a front,”
had found worth living for after the golden days were
over. The impulse of temperament, and the generosity
which made everything instant and entire with her,
acted in this also, and carried her full over to an
enthusiasm of affectionate cooeperation.
There were a few people at Outledge—of
the sort who, having once made up their minds that
no good is ever to come out of Nazareth, see all things
in the light of that conviction—who would
not allow the praise of any voluntary amendment to
this tempering and new direction of Sin’s vivacity.
“It was time she was put down,” they said,
“and they were glad that it was done. That
last outbreak had finished her. She might as well
run after people now whom she had never noticed before;
it was plain there was nothing else left for her;
her place was gone, and her reign was over.”
Of all others, Mrs. Thoresby insisted upon this most
strongly.
The whole school-party had considerably subsided.
Madam Routh held a tighter rein; but that Sin Saxon
had a place and a power still, she found ways to show
in a new spirit. Into a quiet corner of the dancing-hall,
skimming her way, with the dance yet in her feet, between
groups of staid observers, she came straight, one evening,
from a bright, spirited figure of the German, and
stretched her hand to Martha Josselyn. “It’s
in your eyes,” she whispered,—“come!”