The Atlantic Monthly, Volume 07, No. 41, March, 1861 eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 314 pages of information about The Atlantic Monthly, Volume 07, No. 41, March, 1861.

The Atlantic Monthly, Volume 07, No. 41, March, 1861 eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 314 pages of information about The Atlantic Monthly, Volume 07, No. 41, March, 1861.

“My husband,” exclaimed she, in a soft, sweet tone, “put down your book; sit upon this sofa; I want to speak with you.”

I rose, a little petulantly, and did as she desired.  She threw her arms around my neck, and kissed me tenderly.

“I have something to ask of you,” she said,—­“something to request.”

“What is it?” I exclaimed,—­almost sharply.

“It is that you would not invite Alphonse to come here any more,—­that you would never speak of my going out with him again, but encourage his leaving here,—­and that you would give me more of your society.”

“Pray, what does all this mean, Eudora?” I demanded.  “Alphonse and you have been quarrelling, I suppose.”

“No, my husband.”

“Then, what do you mean by such nonsense?” I asked, in an irritated tone.

“I scarcely have courage to tell you,” she cried,—­“for I fear it will make us both forever miserable.”

Thoroughly aroused by this astounding avowal, I repeated, in a stern tone and without one touch of sympathy, my demand for an explanation.  She knelt lovingly at my feet,—­not in a posture submissive or humiliating, but as if thus she could get nearer my heart,—­and began, calmly:—­

“Sometimes, my husband, I have thought my feelings for you were such as I ought to entertain for my father or an elder brother.  I venerate and admire your character; I would die for you,—­oh, how willingly!—­but sometimes I fear it is not love I feel for you.”

She paused, and looked at me earnestly.

“How long have you felt as you now do?” I asked, with an icy calmness.

“I do not know.  I cannot tell.  But I have not thought of it seriously till Alphonse came here,—­and I want you to send him away.”

“And do you love Alphonse?” I asked, slowly.

“Oh, God!  I do not know.  I cannot tell what is the matter with me.  Perhaps it is mere infatuation.  Alas!  I cannot tell.”

“And why do you come with this to me?” I said sneeringly, devil that I was.

“Because you are my husband,—­because you are wise and strong and good, and the only one who can advise me,—­because I am in danger, and you can save me,” she cried, looking imploringly on my frigid features.

“And for that purpose you come to me?

“I do, I do!” she exclaimed.  At the same time she threw her arms around me passionately, buried her face in my bosom, and wept.

There was a struggle within me,—­not violent nor desperate, but calm and cold,—­while the face of that fair young creature was pressed close to my heart by her own arms thrown clingingly around me.  I did not move the while; I did not respond to her sad embrace even by the slightest pressure of my hand.  Yet I was all the time conscious that a pure and noble being was supplicating me for help,—­a being who had devoted her life to me,—­whose soul was stainless, while mine was spotted with the

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