The Atlantic Monthly, Volume 07, No. 41, March, 1861 eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 314 pages of information about The Atlantic Monthly, Volume 07, No. 41, March, 1861.

The Atlantic Monthly, Volume 07, No. 41, March, 1861 eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 314 pages of information about The Atlantic Monthly, Volume 07, No. 41, March, 1861.

“Stop!”

He came up close to me.  Every trace of angry excitement had vanished.  Calm and self-possessed, but very mournfully, he said,—­

“Are you willing I should put my arm in yours, and walk back with you to the inn?  I am alone,—­and God above knows,” he added, after a pause, “how utterly so.”

I could only bow an assent, for this sudden exhibition of weakness was annoying to me.  My new acquaintance took my arm, much in the manner a child would do, and we walked along together.

“I am staying at the same house with you,” he said, as we proceeded.  “Did you know it?”

“No, I did not.”

“Yes,” he continued,—­“I saw you when you dismounted, and I knew you at once.  Don’t you recognize me?” he inquired, sadly.

“I do,” was all I replied.

“So much the better!” he went on.  “I like your countenance,—­nay, I love to look at your face.  You are a good man; do you know it?  I suppose not:  the good are never conscious, and I should not tell you.  Excuse my rude approach just now:  the Devil had for a moment dominion over me.  Will you remain here awhile?  Shall we sit and be together?  And will you—­say, will you talk with me?”

I promised I would.  My feelings, despite his miserable weakness, were becoming interested, and in this manner we reached the inn.  Then I persuaded this strange person to sit down in my room, where I ordered something comfortable provided for supper.  In fact, I thought it the best thing I could do for him.  Very soon I gained his entire confidence.  After two or three days he exhibited to me a small portrait, exquisitely painted, of a most lovely young girl, and permitted me to copy it.  It is one of the three which you see on the wall there.  The others, I need not add, are portraits of the man himself in the two moods I have described.  For his history, it teaches its lesson, and I shall tell it to you.  He narrated it to me the evening before he left the inn, where we spent two weeks or more, and I have neither seen nor heard from him since.  Seated near me, in my room, he gave the following account of himself.

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I was born in Frankfort.  My parents had several children, all of whom died in infancy except me.  I was the youngest, and I lived through the periods which had proved so fatal to the rest.  The extraordinary care of my mother, who watched me with a melancholy tenderness, no doubt contributed to save a life which in boyhood, and indeed to a mature age, was at the best a precarious one.  My parents were respectable people, in easy circumstances.  I grew up selfish and effeminate, in consequence of being so much indulged.  I exhibited early a studious disposition, and it was decided to give me an accomplished education, with reference to my occupying, could I attain it at a future day, a chair in some university.  My mother was a very religious woman.  From the first, she

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