Earnestly answered the son: “Nay, thou
art mistaken, dear mother:
One day is not like another. The youth matures
into manhood:
Better in stillness oft ripening to deeds than when
in the tumult
Wildering and wild of existence, that many a youth
has corrupted.
And, for as still as I am and was always, there yet
in my bosom
Has such a heart been shaped as abhors all wrong and
injustice;
And I have learned aright between worldly things to
distinguish.
Arm and foot, besides, have been mightily strengthened
by labor.
All this, I feel, is true: I dare with boldness
maintain it.
Yet dost thou blame me with reason, O mother! for
thou hast surprised me
Using a language half truthful and half that of dissimulation.
For, let me honestly own,—it is not the
near danger that calls me
Forth from my father’s house; nor is it the
lofty ambition
Helpful to be to my country, and terrible unto the
foeman.
They were but words that I spoke: they only were
meant for concealing
Those emotions from thee with which my heart is distracted;
And so leave me, O mother! for, since the wishes are
fruitless
Which in my bosom I cherish, my life must go fruitlessly
over.
For, as I know, he injures himself who is singly devoted,
When for the common cause the whole are not working
together.”
“Hesitate not,” replied thereupon the
intelligent mother,
“Every thing to relate me, the smallest as well
as the greatest.
Men will always be hasty, their thoughts to extremes
ever running:
Easily out of their course the hasty are turned by
a hindrance.
Whereas a woman is clever in thinking of means, and
will venture
E’en on a roundabout way, adroitly to compass
her object.
Let me know every thing, then; say wherefore so greatly
excited
As I ne’er saw thee before, why thy blood is
coursing so hotly,
Wherefore, against thy will, tears are filling thine
eyes to o’erflowing.”
Then he abandoned himself, the poor boy, to his sorrow,
and weeping,
Weeping aloud on his kind mother’s breast, he
brokenly answered:
“Truly my father’s words today have wounded
me sorely,—
Words which I have not deserved; not today, nor at
any time have I:
For it was early my greatest delight to honor my parents.
No one knew more, so I deemed, or was wiser than those
who begot me,
And had with strictness ruled throughout the dark
season of childhood.
Many the things, in truth, I with patience endured
from my playmates,
When the good-will that I bore them they often requited
with malice.
Often I suffered their flings and their blows to pass
unresented;
But if they ventured to ridicule father, when he of
a Sunday
Home from Church would come, with his solemn and dignified
bearing;
If they made fun of his cap-string, or laughed at
the flowers of
the
wrapper
He with such stateliness wore, which was given away