The Atlantic Monthly, Volume 07, No. 40, February, 1861 eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 315 pages of information about The Atlantic Monthly, Volume 07, No. 40, February, 1861.

The Atlantic Monthly, Volume 07, No. 40, February, 1861 eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 315 pages of information about The Atlantic Monthly, Volume 07, No. 40, February, 1861.

“Oh, Stephen,” says I,—­and my heart jumped in my throat, but I just swallowed it down, and thanked Heaven that the evening was so dark,—­“is that you?”

“Yes,” says he, stepping forward, and putting out his hands, and making as if he would kiss me.  Just for a minute I hung back, then I went and gave him my hand in a careless way.

“Yes,” says he; “and I can’t say that you seem so very glad to see me.”

“Oh, yes,” I answered, “I am glad.  Did you drive over?”

“Well,” says he, “maybe you are; but I should call it a mighty cool reception, after almost a year’s absence.  However, I suppose it’s the best manners not to show any cordiality; you’ve had a chance to learn more politeness down at Salem than we have up here in the country.”

I was a little struck up by Stephen’s running on so,—­he was generally so quiet, and said so little, and then in such short sentences.  But in a minute I reckoned he thought I was nervous, and was trying to put me at my ease,—­and he knew of old that the best way to do that was to rouse my temper.

“I ha’n’t seen anybody at Salem better-mannered ’n mother and Lurindy,” said I.

“Come home for Thanksgiving?” asked Stephen, hanging up his coat.

I kept still a minute, for I couldn’t for the life of me see what I had to give thanks for.  Then it came over me what a cheery, comfortable home this was, and how Stephen would always be my kind, warm-hearted friend, and how thankful I ought to be that my life had been spared, and that I was useful, that I’d made such good friends as I had down to Salem, and that I wasn’t soured against all mankind on account of my misfortune.

“Yes, Stephen,” says I, “I’ve come home for Thanksgiving; and I have a great deal to give thanks for.”

“So have I,” said he.

“Stephen,” says I, “I don’t exactly know, but I shouldn’t wonder if I’d had a change of heart.”

“Don’t know of anybody that needed it less,” says Stephen, warming his hands.  “However, if it makes you any more comfortable, I sha’n’t object; except the part of it that belongs to me,—­I sha’n’t have that changed.”

The fire’d begun to brighten now, and the room was red and pleasant-looking; still I knew he couldn’t see me plainly, and I waited a minute, and lingered round, pretending I was doing something, which I wasn’t; I hated to break the old way of things; and then I took the tongs and blew a coal and lighted the dip and held it up, as if I was looking for something.  Pretty soon I found it; it was a skein of linen thread I was going to wind for Lurindy.  Then I got the swifts and came and sat down in front of the candle.

“There,” says I, “the swifts is broken.  What shall I do?”

“I’ll hold the thread, if that’s your trouble,” says Stephen, and came and sat opposite to me while I wound.

I wondered whether he was looking at me, but I didn’t durst look up,—­and then I couldn’t, if my life had depended upon it.  At last we came to the end; then I managed to get a glance edgeways.  He hadn’t been looking at all, I don’t believe, till that very moment, when he raised his eyes.

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