The Aspirations of Jean Servien eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 123 pages of information about The Aspirations of Jean Servien.

The Aspirations of Jean Servien eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 123 pages of information about The Aspirations of Jean Servien.
appetite, as a closer scrutiny showed how tough and leathery his victim was.  Jean could not help laughing at this buffoonery, trivial and ill-bred as it was.  His aunt had never got clearly to the bottom of the little farce that dogged her heels, but more than once, turning her head sharply, she had found reason to suspect something disrespectful was going on.  Nevertheless, she put up with the lad because of his lowly origin.  The only folks she really hated were the rich.  She was furious because the butcher’s wife had gone to a wedding in a silk dress.

At the upper end of the Rue de Rennes, beside a plot of waste and, was a stall where an old woman sold dusty ginger-bread and sticks of stale barley-sugar.  She had a face the colour of brick dust under a striped cotton sun-bonnet, and eyes of a pale, steely blue.  Her whole stock-in-trade had not cost a couple of francs, and on windy days the white dust from houses building in the neighbourhood covered it like a coat of whitewash.  Nurses and mothers would anxiously pull away their little ones who were casting sheep’s eyes at the sweetstuff: 

“Dirty!” they would say dissuasively; “dirty!”

But the woman never seemed to hear; perhaps she was past feeling anything.  She did not beg.  Mademoiselle Servien used to bid her good-day in passing, address her by name and fall into talk with her before the stall, sometimes for a quarter of an hour at a time.  The staple of conversation with them both was the neighbours, accidents that had occurred in the public thoroughfares, cases of coachmen ill-using their horses, the troubles and trials of life and the ways of Providence, “which are not always just.”

Jean happened to be present at one of these colloquies.  He was a plebeian himself, and this glimpse of the petty lives of the poor, this peep into sordid existences of idle sloth and spiritless resignation, stirred all the blood in his veins.  In an instant, as he stood between the two old crones, with their drab faces and no outlook on life save that of the streets, now gloomy and empty, now full of sunshine and crowded traffic, the young man learned more of human conditions than he had ever been taught at school.  His thoughts flew from this woman to that other, who was so beautiful and whom he loved, and he saw life before him as a whole—­a melancholy panorama.  He told himself they must die both of them, and a hideous old woman, squatted before a few sodden sweetmeats, gave him the same impression of solemn serenity he had experienced at sight of the jewels from the Queen of Egypt’s sepulchre.

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