“Oh, ’tis the worst of cruel things,
This solitary state!
Yon bird that trims his purple wings,
As on the bending bow he swings.
Prepares to join his mate.
“The little glow-worm sheds her light,
Nor sheds her light in vain—
That still her tiny lover’s sight
Amid the darkness of the night
May trace her o’er the plain.
“All living nature seems to move
By sympathy divine—
The sea, the earth, the air above;
As if one universal love
Did all their hearts entwine!
“My heart alone of all my kind
No love can ever warm:
That only can resemblance find
With waste Arabia, where the wind
Ne’er breathes on human form;
“A blank, embodied space, that knows
No changes in its reign,
Save when the fierce tornado throws
Its barren sands, like drifted snows,
In ridges o’er the plain.”
Thus plain’d the maid; and now her eyes
Slow-lifting from the tide,
Their liquid orbs with sweet surprise
A youth beheld in extacies,
Mute standing by her side.
“Forbear, oh, lovely maid, forbear,”
The youth enamour’d cried,
“Nor with Arabia’s waste compare
The heart of one so young and fair,
To every charm allied.
“Or, if Arabia—rather say,
Where some delicious spring
Remurmurs to the leaves that play
Mid palm and date and flow’ret gay,
On zephyr’s frolick wing.
“And now, methinks, I cannot deem
The picture else but true;
For I a wand’ring trav’ller seem
O’er life’s drear waste, without a gleam
Of hope—if not in you.”
Thus spake the youth; and then his tongue
Such converse sweet distill’d,
It seem’d, as on his words she hung,
As though a heavenly spirit sung,
And all her soul he fill’d.
He told her of his cruel fate,
Condemn’d along to rove,
From infancy to man’s estate,
Though courted by the fair and great,
Yet never once to love.
And then from many a poet’s page
The blest reverse he proved:
How sweet to pass life’s pilgrimage,
From purple youth to sere old age,
Aye loving and beloved!
Here ceased the youth; but still his words
Did o’er her fancy play;
They seem’d the matin song of birds,
Or like the distant low of herds
That welcomes in the day.
The sympathetick chord she feels
Soft thrilling in her soul;
And, as the sweet vibration steals
Through every vein, in tender peals
She seems to hear it roll.
Her alter’d heart, of late so drear,
Then seem’d a faery land,
Where nymphs and rosy loves appear
On margin green of fountain clear,
And frolick hand in hand.
But who shall paint her crimson blush,
Nor think his hand of stone,
As now the secret with a flush
Did o’er her aching senses rush—
Her heart was not her own!