The Yogi looks round upon his fellow-men, and sees
that all their misery and shame come from self-will;
he looks within, and finds that all which makes him
miserable, angry, lustful, greedy after this and that,
comes from the same self-will. And he asks himself:
How shall I escape from this torment of self?—how
shall I tame my wayward will, till it shall become
one with the harmonious, beautiful, and absolute Will
which made all things? At least I will try to
do it, whatever it shall cost me. I will give
up all for which men live— wife and child,
the sights, scents, sounds of this fair earth, all
things, whatever they be, which men call enjoyment;
I will make this life one long torture, if need be;
but this rebel will of mine I will conquer.
I ask for no reward. That may come in some future
life. But what care I? I am now miserable
by reason of the lusts which war in my members; the
peace which I shall gain in being freed from them
will be its own reward. After all I give up little.
All those things round me—the primeval
forest, and the sacred stream of Ganga, the mighty
Himalaya, mount of God, ay, the illimitable vault of
heaven above me, sun and stars—what are
they but “such stuff as dreams are made of”?
Brahm thought, and they became something and somewhere.
He may think again, and they will become nothing and
nowhere. Are these eternal, greater than I, worth
troubling my mind about? Nothing is eternal,
but the Thought which made them, and will unmake them.
They are only venerable in my eyes, because each of
them is a thought of Brahm’s. And I too
have thought; I alone of all the kinds of living things.
Am I not, then, akin to God? what better for me than
to sit down and think, as Brahm thinks, and so enjoy
my eternal heritage, leaving for those who cannot
think the passions and pleasures which they share
in common with the beasts of the field? So I
shall become more and more like Brahm—will
his will, think his thoughts, till I lose utterly
this house-fiend of self, and become one with God.
Is this a man to be despised? Is he a sickly
dreamer, or a too valiant hero? and if any one be
shocked at this last utterance, let him consider carefully
the words which he may hear on Sunday: “Then
we dwell in Christ, and Christ in us; we are one with
Christ, and Christ with us.” That belief
is surely not a false one. Shall we abhor the
Yogi because he has seen, sitting alone there amid
idolatry and licentiousness, despotism and priestcraft,
that the ideal goal of man is what we confess it to
be in the communion service? Shall we not rather
wonder and rejoice over the magnificent utterance in
that Bhagavat-Gita which Mr. Vaughan takes for the
text-book of Hindoo Mysticism, where Krishna, the
teacher human, and yet God himself, speaks thus: