“In this letter you will perceive all the variety of feeling which I have had for a fortnight past; sometimes in very low, sometimes in very high spirits, and sometimes a balance of each; which latter, though very desirable, I seldom have, but generally am at one extreme or the other.  I wrote this in the evenings of the last two weeks, and this will account, and I hope apologize, for its great want of connection.”

In a long letter to a friend, dated September 17, 1811, he thus describes some of the sights of London:—­

“A few days since I walked about four miles out of town to a village of the name of Hackney to witness the ascension of a Mr. Sadler and another gentleman in a balloon.  It was a very grand sight, and the next day the aeronauts returned to Hackney, having gone nearly fifty miles in about an hour and a half.  The number of people who attended on this occasion might be fairly estimated at 300,000, such a concourse as I never before witnessed.

“When the balloon was out of sight the crowd began to return home, and such a confusion it is almost impossible for me to describe.  A gang of pickpockets had contrived to block up the way, which was across a bridge, with carriages and carts, etc., and as soon as the people began to move it created such an obstruction that, in a few moments, this great crowd, in the midst of which I had unfortunately got, was stopped.  This gave the pickpockets an opportunity and the people were plundered to a great amount.

“I was detained in this manner, almost suffocated, in a great shower of rain, for about an hour, and, what added to the misery of the scene, there were a great many women and children crying and screaming in all directions, and no one able to assist them, not even having a finger at liberty, they were wedged in in such a manner.  I had often heard of the danger of a London crowd, but never before experienced it, and I think once is amply sufficient and shall rest satisfied with it.

“A few evenings since I visited the celebrated Vauxhall Gardens, of which you have doubtless often heard.  I must say they far exceeded my expectations; I never before had an idea of such splendor.  The moment I went in I was almost struck blind with the blaze of light proceeding from thousands of lamps and those of every color.

“In the midst of the gardens stands the orchestra box in the form of a large temple and most beautifully illuminated.  In this the principal band of music is placed.  At a little distance is another smaller temple in which is placed the Turkish band.  On one side of the gardens you enter two splendid saloons illuminated in the same brilliant manner.  In one of them the Pandean band is placed, and in the other the Scotch band.  All around the gardens is a walk with a covered top, but opening on the sides under curtains in festoons, and these form the most splendid illuminated part of the whole gardens.  The amusements of the evening are music, waterworks, fireworks, and dancing.