could not both be carried on at the same time, and
I resolved to give up the cigar making. This
resolution led me into a life which held me bound more
than a year. During that period my regular time
for going to bed was somewhere between four and six
o’clock in the mornings. I got up late
in the afternoons, walked about a little, then went
to the gambling house or the “Club.”
My New York was limited to ten blocks; the boundaries
were Sixth Avenue from Twenty-third to Thirty-third
Streets, with the cross streets one block to the west.
Central Park was a distant forest, and the lower part
of the city a foreign land. I look back upon
the life I then led with a shudder when I think what
would have been had I not escaped it. But had
I not escaped it, I should have been no more unfortunate
than are many young colored men who come to New York.
During that dark period I became acquainted with a
score of bright, intelligent young fellows who had
come up to the great city with high hopes and ambitions
and who had fallen under the spell of this under life,
a spell they could not throw off. There was one
popularly known as “the doctor”; he had
had two years in the Harvard Medical School, but here
he was, living this gas-light life, his will and moral
sense so enervated and deadened that it was impossible
for him to break away. I do not doubt that the
same thing is going on now, but I have sympathy rather
than censure for these victims, for I know how easy
it is to slip into a slough from which it takes a
herculean effort to leap.
I regret that I cannot contrast my views of life among
colored people of New York; but the truth is, during
my entire stay in this city I did not become acquainted
with a single respectable family. I knew that
there were several colored men worth a hundred or so
thousand dollars each, and some families who proudly
dated their free ancestry back a half-dozen generations.
I also learned that in Brooklyn there lived quite
a large colony in comfortable homes which they owned;
but at no point did my life come in contact with theirs.
In my gambling experiences I passed through all the
states and conditions that a gambler is heir to.
Some days found me able to peel ten and twenty-dollar
bills from a roll, and others found me clad in a linen
duster and carpet slippers. I finally caught up
another method of earning money, and so did not have
to depend entirely upon the caprices of fortune at
the gaming table. Through continually listening
to the music at the “Club,” and through
my own previous training, my natural talent and perseverance,
I developed into a remarkable player of ragtime; indeed,
I had the name at that time of being the best ragtime-player
in New York. I brought all my knowledge of classic
music to bear and, in so doing, achieved some novelties
which pleased and even astonished my listeners.
It was I who first made ragtime transcriptions of
familiar classic selections. I used to play Mendelssohn’s