The young Abbe was severely punished. He was compelled to make an apology, to retract his horrible ideas, to stifle the germ of these infant monstrosities; then he was condemned to spend six months in one of those ecclesiastical prisons called houses of retreat, where the guilty priest is exposed to every torment and every vexation.
He was definitely marked and classed as a dangerous individual.
His enemy, the Grand-Vicar, pursued him with his indefatigable hatred, so far that from disgrace to disgrace he had reached the cure of Althausen.
XLIII.
ESPIONAGE.
“A sunbeam had traversed his heart;
it had just disappeared.”
ERNEST DAUDET (Les Duperies de l’Amour).
Since the fatal evening when the secret of his new-born love had been discovered by his servant, Marcel had observed the woman on his steps, watching his slightest proceedings, scrutinizing his most innocent gestures.
He encountered everywhere her keen inquisitive look.
He wished at first to meet it with the greatest circumspection and the most absolute reserve. He avoided all conversation which he thought might lead him into the way of fresh confidences, and he affected an icy coldness.
But he was soon obliged to renounce this means.
The woman, irritated, suddenly became sullen and angry, and made the Cure pay dear for the reserve which he imposed on himself. The dinner was burnt, the soup tasted only of warm water, his bed was hard, his socks were full of holes, his shoes badly cleaned, finally, he was several times awakened with a start by terrible noises during the night.
He attempted a few remonstrances. Veronica replied with sharpness and threatened to leave him.
—You can look for another maid, she said to him; as for me, I have had enough of it.
—Oh! you old hussy, he thought; I would soon pack you off to the devil, if I were not afraid of your cursed tongue.
Then, for the sake of peace he changed his tactics. He was affable and smiling and spoke to her gently; and the servant’s manners changed directly.
She also became like she had been before, attentive and submissive.
Several days passed thus in a continual constraint and hidden anger; at the same time, a restlessness consumed him, which he used all his power to conceal.
He had not seen Suzanne again, either at the morning Masses, or in her usual walks. He looked forward to Sunday; but at High Mass her place remained empty; he reckoned on Vespers: Vespers, and then Compline passed without her. In vain he searched the nave and the galleries, his sorrowing gaze did not find Suzanne, and he chanted the Laudate pueri dominum with the voice of the De profundis.