The Grip of Desire eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 328 pages of information about The Grip of Desire.

The Grip of Desire eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 328 pages of information about The Grip of Desire.

—­And what has your religion in common with your Mass?  If you want to pray to God, can you not pray to him at home?

—­Am I not a Catholic before all?

It was the first time that Suzanne had spoken to her father in this firm and decided tone.  Nothing more was wanted to irritate the irascible soldier: 

—­Ah!  I know the hidden and villainous insinuation! he cried, Catholic before all!  It is that indeed.  Before being daughter! before being wife! before being mother! the Church, the priest first; the rest only comes after.  The Mass, the Church! the Church, the Mass!  With that they cover every vileness.  Well, do you want me to tell you what I think of women who frequent churches?  They are either lazy, or hypocrites, or idiots, or finally hussies in love with the Cure.  There are no others.  In which category do you want to be placed, my daughter?

—­And all that because I discharge my religious duties!

—­You have spoken to that Cure?  I see it.  Where have you spoken to him?

—­I have nothing to hide from you, father; but Monsieur Marcel had not given me any bad advice, I ask you to believe.

—­So it is true then; you have spoken to this man:  unknown to me, in secret.

—­I had no secret to make of it.  I went to confession, that is all, as I was accustomed to do at school.

—­Confession! what, good Heavens!  You went and knelt before that rascal, after what I have told you concerning all his like!

—­All priests are not alike.

—­Ah! you are under his influence already.  Doubtless, he is the pearl, the model, the saint.  Thunder of Heaven! my daughter too, but you do not know that your mother died of remorse of soul because she found a saint, a model of virtue in that black crew of scoundrels.  Stay, be silent, you make me say too much.

—­I don’t understand you.

—­I will be obeyed and not questioned.  Have I the right to expect that from my daughter?

—­You have every right, father.

—­Well, I forbid you for the future to put your foot inside the church.

—­In truth, father, would not one say that you were talking of some ill-reputed place?

—­Worse than that.  Those who enter a place of ill-repute, know beforehand where they go and to what they expose themselves, which the little fools who frequent churches never know.

Suzanne made no reply and went down into the garden.

The old governess who bad brought her up and who loved her tenderly, came to meet her.

—­Your father is after the Cures again.  What can these poor people of God have done to the man?

They walked a long time round the kitchen-garden, then they sat down under an arbour of honeysuckle.

—­What time is it, Marianne? the young girl said all at once, fixing her eyes on the window of her father’s room.

—­It is late, my child, it is ten o’clock at least; everybody in the village has gone to bed.  Come, your father has finished his newspaper, there is no longer any light in his room; he has just blown out his lamp.  Let us go in.

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