Moors to agree to a most shameful peace. This
was not, as thou wilt see, sufficient for them, for
Siraj-ud-daula had offended them too deeply for them
to stop when once they found themselves on a good
road; but unfortunately we were an obstacle in the
way of their vengeance, otherwise I believe they
would have observed the neutrality which had been
always so carefully maintained by the European nations
in the country of the Ganges, in spite of all the
wars which took place in Europe. Many of the
French from Chandernagore—officers, Company’s
servants, and others—had taken refuge
at Cossimbazar with M. Law, who formed there a party
which opposed the English in various ways.
The English, however, forced Siraj-ud-daula, against
his true interest and in spite of his promise to protect
us, to abandon us, and to make M. Law leave his Factory
and go to Patna. This imprudent act was the ruin
of the Prince and put the final touch to our misfortunes,
whilst it has made the English masters of Bengal,
and has filled their coffers with wealth.
“I held on at Dacca till the 22nd of June. I was troubled as little as was possible in such circumstances, owing, I think, to the gratitude which the English felt for the services I had rendered them in Dacca the year before. I had all the more reason to think this was so because, after the misfortune which befell Chandernagore, they had often offered to secure to me all my effects and merchandise in Murshidabad [?]—they were worth a million—provided I made over to them the French Factory and all that belonged to the Company, and would myself leave for Pondicherry in the following October. They said I should not be considered a prisoner of war, and should not require to be exchanged.
“These were, no doubt, very good terms, and most advantageous to me; but should I not have been dishonoured for ever if I had had a soul so servile and base as to accept them? I would have been covered with ignominy in my own eyes, and without doubt in those of all the world. I therefore thought it my duty to reject them.
“Things were on this footing when, at the beginning of June, I learned that the English, having got rid of M. Law, were marching upon Murshidabad with all their forces to achieve the destruction of a Prince who was already half ruined by his own timidity and cowardice, and still further weakened by the factions formed against him by the chief members of his own family—a Prince detested by every one for his pride and tyranny, and for a thousand dreadful crimes with which he had already soiled his reputation though he was barely twenty-five years old.
“I knew only too well what was preparing against him, and I was also most eager to find some honourable means of escape for myself. M. Chevalier’s absence troubled me greatly, and I did not like to leave him behind me. At last he arrived on the 16th or 17th. I had taken the precaution