Turbo was never seen at home in the daytime even when he was sick; and to Hadrian, who advised him to remain quiet, he replied:  “The prefect ought to die on his feet.”

[Sidenote:—­19—­] Similis, who was of greater age and more advanced rank, in character was second to none of the great men, I think.  Very slight things may serve us as evidence.  When he was centurion, Trajan had summoned him to enter his presence before the prefects, whereupon he said:  “It is a shame for you, Caesar, to be talking with a centurion, while the prefects stand outside.”  And he took unwillingly at that time the command of the Pretorians, and after taking it resigned it.  Having with difficulty secured his release he spent the rest of his life, seven years, quietly in the country, and upon his tomb he had this inscription placed:  “Similis lies here, who existed so-and-so many years, but lived for seven.”

Julius (?) Fabius (?), not being able to endure his son’s effeminacy, desired to throw himself into the river.

[Sidenote:  A.D. 138 (a.u. 891)] [Sidenote:—­20—­] Hadrian became consumptive as a result of the great loss of blood, and that led to dropsy.  And as it happened that Lucius Commodus was suddenly removed from the scene by the outgushing of a large quantity of blood all at once, he convened at his house the foremost and most renowned of the senators; and lying on a couch he spoke to them as follows:  “I, my friends, was not permitted by nature to secure offspring, but you have made it possible by legal enactment.  There is this difference between the two ways,—­that a begotten son turns out to be whatever sort of person Heaven pleases, whereas one that is adopted a man takes to himself because he chooses just that sort of being.  Thus in process of nature a maimed and [Sidenote:  A.D. 138 (a.u. 891)] senseless creature is often given to a parent, but by process of voluntary decision one of sound body and sound mind is certain to be selected.  For this cause I formerly chose out Lucius from among all, a person of such attainments as I could never have prayed to find in a child.  But since the Heavenly Power has taken him from among us, I have found an emperor in his place whom I now give you, one who is noble, mild, tractable, prudent, neither young enough to do anything reckless nor old enough to neglect aught,—­one brought up according to the laws, who has held possession of authority according to his country’s traditions, so that he is not ignorant of any matters pertaining to his office, but can handle them all effectively.  I refer to Aurelius Antoninus here.  Although I know him to be the most retiring of men and to be far from desiring any such thing, still I do not think that he will deliberately disregard either me or you but will accept the office even against his will.”