Clerambault eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 296 pages of information about Clerambault.

Clerambault eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 296 pages of information about Clerambault.

“The instinct of murder is deeply engraved in the heart of nature.  It is a truly devilish instinct, since it seems to have created beings not only to eat, but to be eaten.  One species of cormorants eats fishes.  The fishermen exterminate the birds.  And the fish disappear, because they fed on the excrement of the birds who devoured them.  Thus the chain of beings is like a serpent eating his own tail....  If only we were not sentient beings, did not witness our own tortures, we might escape from this hell.  There are two ways only:  that of Buddha, who effaced within himself the painful illusion of life; and the religious way, which throws the veil of a dazzling falsehood over crime and sorrow.  Those who devour others are said to be the chosen people who work for God.  The weight of sin, thrown into one of the scales of life, finds its counterpoise beyond in the dream where all wounds and sorrows are to be cured.  The form of the beyond varies from people to people and from time to time, and these variations are called Progress, though it is always the same need of illusion.  Our terrible consciousness insists on seeing and reckoning with the unjust law; for if we do not give it something to bite on, fill its maw somehow, it will howl with hunger and fear, crying out:  ’I must have belief or death!’ And that is why we go in flocks; for security, to make a common certainty out of our individual doubts.

“What have we to do with truth?  Most men think that truth is the Adversary.  Of course they do not say this, but by a tacit agreement what they call truth is a sickening mixture of much falsehood and very little truth, which serves to paint over the lie so that we get deceit and eternal slavery.  Not the monuments of faith and love are the most durable, those of servitude last much longer.  Rheims and the Parthenon fall to ruins, but the Pyramids of Egypt defy the ages; all about them is the desert, its mirages and its moving sand.  When I think of the millions of souls swallowed up by the spirit of slavery in the course of centuries—­heretics, revolutionists, rebels lay and clerical,—­I am no longer surprised at the mediocrity that spreads like greasy water over the world.

“We who have so far kept our heads above the gloomy surface, what are we to do in face of the implacable universe, where the stronger eternally crushes the weaker, and is crushed by a stronger yet, in his turn?  Shall we resign ourselves to a voluntary sacrifice through pity or weariness?  Or shall we join in and cut the throats of the weak, without the shadow of an illusion as to the blind cosmic cruelty?  What choice is left, but to try to keep out of the struggle through selfishness—­or wisdom, which is another form of the same thing?”

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