of the high priest Caiphas, whose tribunal was in the
division called Sion. John asked and obtained
leave from a kind-hearted servant to stand at the
entrance mentioned above, with Mary and her companions.
The Mother of God was pale, her eyes were red with
weeping, and she was closely wrapped in a cloak of
a bluish-grey colour. The clamour and insulting
speeches of the enraged multitude might be plainly
heard; and a herald at that moment proclaimed in a
loud voice, that three criminals were about to be
crucified. The servant opened the door; the dreadful
sounds became more distinct every moment; and Mary
threw herself on her knees. After praying fervently,
she turned to John and said, ’Shall I remain?
Ought I to go away? Shall I have strength to
support such a sight?’ John made answer, ’If
you do not remain to see him pass, you will grieve
afterwards.’ They remained therefore near
the door, with their eyes fixed on the procession,
which was still distant, but advancing by slow degrees.
When those who were carrying the instruments for the
execution approached, and the Mother of Jesus saw their
insolent and triumphant looks, she could not control
her feelings, but joined her hands as if to implore
the help of heaven; upon which one among them said
to his companions: ’What woman is that who
is uttering such lamentations?’ Another answered:
‘She is the Mother of the Galilean.’
When the cruel men heard this, far from being moved
to compassion, they began to make game of the grief
of this most afflicted Mother: they pointed at
her, and one of them took the nails which were to be
used for fastening Jesus to the cross, and presented
them to her in an insulting manner; but she turned
away, fixed her eyes upon Jesus, who was drawing near,
and leant against the pillar for support, lest she
should again faint from grief, for her cheeks were
as pale as death, and her lips almost blue. The
Pharisees on horseback passed by first, followed by
the boy who carried the inscription. Then came
her beloved Son. He was almost sinking under
the heavy weight of his cross, and his head, still
crowned with thorns, was drooping in agony on his shoulder.
He cast a look of compassion and sorrow upon his Mother,
staggered, and fell for the second time upon his hands
and knees. Mary was perfectly agonised at this
sight; she forgot all else; she saw neither soldiers
nor executioners; she saw nothing but her dearly-loved
Son; and, springing from the doorway into the midst
of the group who were insulting and abusing him, she
threw herself on her knees by his side and embraced
him. The only words I heard were, ‘Beloved
Son!’ and ‘Mother!’ but I do not
know whether these words were really uttered, or whether
they were only in my own mind.
A momentary confusion ensued. John and the holy women endeavoured to raise Mary from the ground, and the archers reproached her, one of them saying, ’What hast thou to do her, woman? He would not have been in our hands if he had been better brought up.’