sweat often trickled over her chest and shoulders.
She generally perspired so profusely that her bed
and clothes were saturated. Her sufferings from
thirst were likewise fearful, and she might truly
be compared to a person perishing in a desert from
the want of water. Generally speaking, her mouth
was so parched in the morning, and her tongue so contracted
and dried up, that she could not speak, but was obliged
by signs and inarticulate sounds to beg for relief.
Her constant state of fever was probably brought on
by the great pains she endured, added to which she
likewise often took upon herself the illnesses and
temporal calamities merited by others. It was
always necessary for her to rest for a time before
relating the different scenes of the Passion, nor was
it always that she could speak of what she had seen,
and she was even often obliged to discontinue her
narrations for the day. She was in this state
of suffering on Saturday the 8th of March, and with
the greatest difficulty and suffering described the
scourging of our Lord which she had seen in the vision
of the previous night, and which appeared to be present
to her mind during the greatest part of the following
day. Towards evening, however, a change took
place, and there was an interruption in the course
of meditations on the Passion which had latterly followed
one another so regularly. We will describe this
interruption, in order, in the first place, to give
our readers a more full comprehension of the interior
life of this most extraordinary person; and, in the
second, to enable them to pause for a time to rest
their minds, as I well know that meditations on the
Passion of our Lord exhaust the weak, even when they
remember that it was for their salvation that he suffered
and died.
The life of Sister Emmerich, both as regarded her
spiritual and intellectual existence, invariably harmonised
with the spirit of the Church at different seasons
of the year. It harmonised even more strongly
than man’s natural life does with season, or
with the hours of the day, and this caused her to
be (if we may thus express ourselves) a realisation
of the existence and of the various intentions of the
Church. Her union with its spirit was so complete,
that no sooner did a festival day begin (that is to
say, on the eve), than a perfect change took place
within her, both intellectually and spiritually.
As soon as the spiritual sun of these festival days
of the Church was set, she directed all her thoughts
towards that which would rise on the following day,
and disposed all her prayers, good works, and sufferings
for the attainment of the special graces attached to
the feast about to commence, like a plant which absorbs
the dew, and revels in the warmth and light of the
first rays of the sun. These changes did not,
as will readily be believed, always take place at
the exact moment when the sound of the Angelus announced
the commencement of a festival, and summoned the faithful
to prayer; for this bell is often, either through
ignorance or negligence, rung at the wrong time; but
they commenced at the time when the feast really began.