These three individuals, being the poorest of the Community,
did not leave the convent until the spring of 1812.
She was still very unwell, and could not be moved
without great difficulty. The priest lodged with
a poor widow who lived in the neighbourhood, and Anne
Catherine had in the same house a wretched little room
on the ground-floor, which looked on the street.
There she lived, in poverty and sickness, until the
autumn of 1813. Her ecstasies in prayer, and
her spiritual intercourse with the invisible world,
became more and more frequent. She was about
to be called to a state with which she was herself
but imperfectly acquainted, and in order to enter which
she did nothing but submissively abandon herself to
the will of God. Our Lord was pleased about this
time to imprint upon her virginal body the stigmas
of his cross and of his crucifixion, which were to
the Jews a stumbling-block, and to the Gentiles folly,
and to many persons who call themselves Christians,
both the one and the other. From her very earliest
childhood she had besought our Lord to impress the
marks of his cross deeply upon her heart, that so
she might never forget his infinite love for men;
but she had never thought of receiving any outward
marks. Rejected by the world, she prayed more
fervently than ever for this end. On the 28th
of August, the feast of St. Augustine, the patron
of her order, as she was making this prayer in bed,
ravished in ecstasy and her arms stretched forth,
she beheld a young man approach her surrounded with
light. It was under this form that her Divine
Spouse usually appeared to her, and he now made upon
her body with his right hand the mark of a common
cross. From this time there was a mark like a
cross upon her bosom, consisting of two bands crossed,
about three inches long and one wide. Later the
skin often rose in blisters on this place, as if from
a burn, and when these blisters burst a burning colourless
liquid issued from them, sometimes in such quantities
as to soak through several sheets. She was long
without perceiving what the case really was, and only
thought that she was in a strong perspiration.
The particular meaning of this mark has never been
known.
Some weeks later, when making the same prayer, she
fell into an ecstasy, and beheld the same apparition,
which presented her with a little cross of the shape
described in her accounts of the Passion. She
eagerly received and fervently pressed it to her bosom,
and then returned it. She said that this cross
was as soft and white as wax, but she was not at first
aware that it had made an external mark upon her bosom.
A short time after, having gone with her landlady’s
little girl to visit an old hermitage near Dulmen,
she all on a sudden fell into an ecstasy, fainted
away, and on her recovery was taken home by a poor
peasant woman. The sharp pain which she felt in
her chest continued to increase, and she saw that
there was what looked like a cross, about three inches