would be, to say the least, disagreeable, but argued
that in time of war one must take one’s chance.—“Do
you think, then, monsieur,” he continued, “that,
if in the event of the insurgents entering we were
to look out for a back door to escape by, we should
be acting the part of cowards?”—“Of
cowards? no; but of excessively prudent individuals?
yes.":—“Well, monsieur, I am prudent,
and there is an end of it!” exclaimed my comrade,
with an air of triumph, “and I think I have
found——“—“The
back door in question?”—“Just
go; look down that passage in front of us; at the
end there is a door which leads—where do
you think?”—“Into the Passage
des Panoramas, does it not?”—“Yes,
monsieur, and now you see what I mean.”—I
told him I did not think I did.—“Why,
you see,” he explained, “when the enemy
comes we must rush into that passage, shut the lower
door, and make for our post at the windows, where
we will do our duty bravely to our last cartridge.
But suppose, in the meantime, that those devils, succeed
in breaking open the lower door with the butt end
of their muskets—and it is not very strong—what
shall we do then?”—“Why, of
course,” I said, “we must plant ourselves
at the top of the staircase and receive them at the
point of our bayonets.”—“By
no means;” he expostulated.—“But
we must; it is our duty.”—“Oh!
I fancied we might have gained the door that leads
into the passage,” he went on, looking rather
shame-faced.—“What, run away!”—“No,
not exactly; only find some place of safety!”—“Well,
if it comes to that,” I replied, “you may
do just as you like; only I warn you that the passage
is occupied by a hundred of our men, and that all
the outlets are barricaded.”—“No,
not all,” he said with conviction, “and
that is why I appeal to you. You are a journalist,
are you not?”—“Sometimes.”—“Yes,
but you are; and you know actors and all those sort
of people, and you go behind the scenes, I dare say,
and know where the actors dress themselves, and all
that.”—I looked at my brave comrade
in some surprise, but he continued without noticing
me, “And, you know all the ins and outs of the
theatre, the corridors, the trapdoors.”—“Suppose
I do, what good can that do you?”—“All
the good in the world, monsieur; it will be the saving
of me. Why we shall only have to find the actors’
entrance of the Varietes, which is in the passage,
then ring, at the bell; the porter knows you, and will
admit us. You can guide us both up the staircase
and behind the scenes, and we can easily hunt out
some hole or corner in which to hide until the fight
is over.”—“Then,” said
I, feeling rather disgusted with my companion, “we
can bravely walk out of the front door on the boulevards,
and go and eat a comfortable breakfast, while the
others are busy carrying away our dead comrades from
the staircase we ought to have helped to defend!”
The poor man looked at me aghast, and then went off. I saw that I had hurt his feelings, and I thought perhaps I had been wrong in making him feel the cowardice of his proposition. I had known him for some months; he lived in the same street as I did, and I remembered that he had a wife and children. Perhaps he was right in wishing to protect his life at any price. I thought it over for a minute or two, and then it went out of my mind altogether.