The Atlantic Monthly, Volume 06, No. 36, October, 1860 eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 310 pages of information about The Atlantic Monthly, Volume 06, No. 36, October, 1860.

The Atlantic Monthly, Volume 06, No. 36, October, 1860 eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 310 pages of information about The Atlantic Monthly, Volume 06, No. 36, October, 1860.
Crayons, bread-crusts, and gray paper became glorified in Laura’s eyes; and her one pleasure was to sit pale and still before her easel, day after day, filling her portfolios with the faces he had once admired.  Her sisters observed that every Bacchus, Piping Faun, or Dying Gladiator bore some likeness to a comely countenance that heathen god or hero never owned; and seeing this, they privately rejoiced that she had found such solace for her grief.

Mrs. Lord’s keen eye had read a certain newly written page in her son’s heart,—­his first chapter of that romance, begun in Paradise, whose interest never flags, whose beauty never fades, whose end can never come till Love lies dead.  With womanly skill she divined the secret, with motherly discretion she counselled patience, and her son accepted her advice, feeling, that, like many a healthful herb, its worth lay in its bitterness.

“Love like a man, John, not like a boy, and learn to know yourself before you take a woman’s happiness into your keeping.  You and Nan have known each other all your lives; yet, till this last visit, you never thought you loved her more than any other childish friend.  It is too soon to say the words so often spoken hastily,—­so hard to be recalled.  Go back to your work, dear, for another year; think of Nan in the light of this new hope; compare her with comelier, gayer girls; and by absence prove the truth of your belief.  Then, if distance only makes her dearer, if time only strengthens your affection, and no doubt of your own worthiness disturbs you, come back and offer her what any woman should be glad to take,—­my boy’s true heart.”

John smiled at the motherly pride of her words, but answered with a wistful look.

“It seems very long to wait, mother.  If I could just ask her for a word of hope, I could be very patient then.”

“Ah, my dear, better bear one year of impatience now than a lifetime of regret hereafter.  Nan is happy; why disturb her by a word which will bring the tender cares and troubles that come soon enough to such conscientious creatures as herself?  If she loves you, time will prove it; therefore let the new affection spring and ripen as your early friendship has done, and it will be all the stronger for a summer’s growth.  Philip was rash, and has to bear his trial now, and Laura shares it with him.  Be more generous, John; make your trial, bear your doubts alone, and give Nan the happiness without the pain.  Promise me this, dear,—­promise me to hope and wait.”

The young man’s eye kindled, and in his heart there rose a better chivalry, a truer valor, than any Di’s knights had ever known.

“I’ll try, mother,” was all he said; but she was satisfied, for John seldom tried in vain.

“Oh, girls, how splendid you are!  It does my heart good to see my handsome sisters in their best array,” cried Nan, one mild October night, as she put the last touches to certain airy raiment fashioned by her own skilful hands, and then fell back to survey the grand effect.

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