prone he was to flattery, might judge whether or no
it was likely that he, a man of consular rank, would
prefer the safety of a man of private station to his
own.” Such was the message which the tribune
took back to Nero, whom he found sitting with his dearest
and most detestable advisers, his wife Poppaea and
his minister Tigellinus. Nero asked “whether
Seneca was preparing a voluntary death.”
On the tribune replying that he showed no gloom or
terror in his language or countenance, Nero ordered
that he should at once be bidden to die. The
message was taken, and Seneca, without any sign of
alarm, quietly demanded leave to revise his will.
This was refused him, and he then turned to his friends
with the remark that, as he was unable to reward their
merits as they had deserved, he would bequeath to them
the only, and yet the most precious, possession left
to him, namely, the example of his life, and if they
were mindful of it they would win the reputation alike
for integrity and for faithful friendship. At
the same time he checked their tears, sometimes by
his conversation, and sometimes with serious reproaches,
asking them “where were their precepts of philosophy,
and where the fortitude under trials which should
have been learnt from the studies of many years?
Did not every one know the cruelty of Nero? and what
was left for him to do but to make an end of his master
and tutor after the murder of his mother and his brother?”
He then embraced his wife Paulina, and, with a slight
faltering of his lofty sternness, begged and entreated
her not to enter on an endless sorrow, but to endure
the loss of her husband by the aid of those noble
consolations which she must derive from the contemplation
of his virtuous life. But Paulina declared that
she would die with him, and Seneca, not opposing the
deed which would win her such permanent glory, and
at the same time unwilling to leave her to future wrongs,
yielded to her wish. The veins of their arms were
opened by the same blow; but the blood of Seneca,
impoverished by old age and temperate living, flowed
so slowly that it was necessary also to open the veins
of his legs. This mode of death, chosen by the
Romans as comparatively painless, is in fact under
certain circumstances most agonizing. Worn out
by these cruel tortures, and unwilling to weaken his
wife’s fortitude by so dreadful a spectacle,
glad at the same time to spare himself the sight of
her sufferings, he persuaded her to go to another
room. Even then his eloquence did not fail.
It is told of Andre Chenier, the French poet, that
on his way to execution he asked for writing materials
to record some of the strange thoughts which filled
his mind. The wish was denied him, but Seneca
had ample liberty to record his last utterances.
Amanuenses were summoned, who took down those dying
admonitions, and in the time of Tacitus they still
were extant. To us, however, this interesting
memorial of a Pagan deathbed is irrevocably lost.