I flew, on the first appearance of danger, and forsook
a prince, by whom I have been so highly favoured?—Instead
of the character I have always been ambitious of attaining,
should I not be branded with everlasting infamy!—Put
not therefore, I beseech you, to so severe a test
that love and duty, to which you cannot have a greater
claim than I a readiness to pay?—Did you
command my life, it is yours:—I owe it
to you, and with it all that can render it agreeable;
but, sir, my honour, my reputation, must survive when
I am no more; it was the first, and will be the last
bent of my desires. No perils can come in any
degree of competition with those of being deprived
of that, nor any indulgencies of fortune compensate
for the loss of it:—pardon then this enforced
disobedience, and believe it is the only thing in
which I could be guilty of it.— I very
much lament my sister’s absence, as I find by
yours she went without your permission: time
and reflection will doubtless bring her to a more
just sense of what she, as well as myself, ought to
have of your goodness to us, and make her return full
of sincere contrition for having offended you.
I should implore your favourable opinion of her actions
in the mean time, were not all the interest I have
in you too little to apologize for my own behaviour.—All,
sir, I dare to implore is pardon for myself, and that
you will be assured no son, no dependant whatever,
would more rejoice in an opportunity of testifying
his duty, affection, gratitude and submission, than
him who is now constrained by ties, which I flatter
myself you will not hereafter disapprove, to swerve
in some measure from them, and whose soul and all
the faculties of it are
Entirely devoted to you.
HORATIO.”
These dispatches being sent away, he became more composed,
and set his whole mind on his departure, and taking
leave of those friends and acquaintance he had contracted
at Leipsic and Alranstadt; the time of the army marching
being fixed in a few days, tho’ what rout they
were to take none, except count Piper, general Renchild,
count Hoorn, and some few others of the cabinet council,
were made privy to.
CHAP. XIX.
The king of Sweden leaves Saxony, marches into
Lithuania, meets with an instance of Russian brutality,
drives the czar out of Grodno, and pursues him to
the Borysthenes. Horatio, with others, is taken
prisoner by the Russians, and carried to Petersburg,
where they suffer the extremest miseries.
The word at length being given, the tents were struck,
the trumpets sounded, and the whole army was immediately
in motion. Never was a more gay and glorious
fight; the splendor of their arms, and the richness
of their habits blazed against the sun; but what was
yet more pleasing, and spread greater terror among
their enemies, was the chearfulness that sat on every
face, and shewed they followed with the utmost alacrity
their beloved and victorious monarch.