abhor. Therefore be not overmuch troubled and
dismayed with such kind of suggestions, at least if
they please thee not, because they are not thy personal
sins, for which thou shalt incur the wrath of God,
or his displeasure: contemn, neglect them, let
them go as they come, strive not too violently, or
trouble thyself too much, but as our Saviour said
to Satan in like case, say thou, avoid Satan, I detest
thee and them.
Satanae est mala ingerere (saith
Austin)
nostrum non consentire: as Satan
labours to suggest, so must we strive not to give
consent, and it will be sufficient: the more anxious
and solicitous thou art, the more perplexed, the more
thou shalt otherwise be troubled and entangled.
Besides, they must know this, all so molested and distempered,
that although these be most execrable and grievous
sins, they are pardonable yet, through God’s
mercy and goodness, they may be forgiven, if they
be penitent and sorry for them. Paul himself confesseth,
Rom. xvii. 19. “He did not the good he
would do, but the evil which he would not do; ’tis
not I, but sin that dwelleth in me.” ’Tis
not thou, but Satan’s suggestions, his craft
and subtlety, his malice: comfort thyself then
if thou be penitent and grieved, or desirous to be
so, these heinous sins shall not be laid to thy charge;
God’s mercy is above all sins, which if thou
do not finally contemn, without doubt thou shalt be
saved. [6793]"No man sins against the Holy Ghost,
but he that wilfully and finally renounceth Christ,
and contemneth him and his word to the last, without
which there is no salvation, from which grievous sin,
God of his infinite mercy deliver us.”
Take hold of this to be thy comfort, and meditate withal
on God’s word, labour to pray, to repent, to
be renewed in mind, “keep thine heart with all
diligence.” Prov. iv. 13, resist the devil,
and he will fly from thee, pour out thy soul unto
the Lord with sorrowful Hannah, “pray continually,”
as Paul enjoins, and as David did, Psalm i. “meditate
on his law day and night.”
Yea, but this meditation is that mars all, and mistaken
makes many men far worse, misconceiving all they read
or hear, to their own overthrow; the more they search
and read Scriptures, or divine treatises, the more
they puzzle themselves, as a bird in a net, the more
they are entangled and precipitated into this preposterous
gulf: “Many are called, but few are chosen,”
Matt. xx. 16. and xxii. 14. with such like places of
Scripture misinterpreted strike them with horror,
they doubt presently whether they be of this number
or no: God’s eternal decree of predestination,
absolute reprobation, and such fatal tables, they
form to their own ruin, and impinge upon this rock
of despair. How shall they be assured of their
salvation, by what signs? “If the righteous
scarcely be saved, where shall the ungodly and sinners
appear?” 1 Pet. iv. 18. Who knows, saith
Solomon, whether he be elect? This grinds their
souls, how shall they discern they are not reprobates?