expels vice, inserts virtue, comforts and fortifies
the soul.” Shall I say, let thy sin be
what it will, do but repent, it is sufficient. [6778]_Quem
poenitet peccasse pene est innocens._ ’Tis true
indeed and all-sufficient this, they do confess, if
they could repent; but they are obdurate, they have
cauterised consciences, they are in a reprobate sense,
they cannot think a good thought, they cannot hope
for grace, pray, believe, repent, or be sorry for
their sins, they find no grief for sin in themselves,
but rather a delight, no groaning of spirit, but are
carried headlong to their own destruction, “heaping
wrath to themselves against the day of wrath,”
Rom. ii. 5. ’Tis a grievous case this I
do yield, and yet not to be despaired; God of his bounty
and mercy calls all to repentance, Rom. ii. 4, thou
mayst be called at length, restored, taken to His
grace, as the thief upon the cross, at the last hour,
as Mary Magdalene and many other sinners have been,
that were buried in sin. “God” (saith
[6779]Fulgentius) “is delighted in the conversion
of a sinner, he sets no time;” prolixitas
temporis Deo non praejudicat, aut gravitas peccati,
deferring of time or grievousness of sin, do not prejudicate
his grace, things past and to come are all one to
Him, as present: ’tis never too late to
repent. [6780]"This heaven of repentance is still open
for all distressed souls;” and howsoever as
yet no signs appear, thou mayst repent in good time.
Hear a comfortable speech of St. Austin, [6781]"Whatsoever
thou shall do, how great a sinner soever, thou art
yet living; if God would not help thee, he would surely
take thee away; but in sparing thy life, he gives
thee leisure, and invites thee to repentance.”
Howsoever as yet, I say, thou perceivest no fruit,
no feeling, findest no likelihood of it in thyself,
patiently abide the Lord’s good leisure, despair
not, or think thou art a reprobate; He came to call
sinners to repentance, Luke v. 32, of which number
thou art one; He came to call thee, and in his time
will surely call thee. And although as yet thou
hast no inclination to pray, to repent, thy faith
be cold and dead, and thou wholly averse from all Divine
functions, yet it may revive, as trees are dead in
winter, but flourish in the spring! these virtues
may lie hid in thee for the present, yet hereafter
show themselves, and peradventure already bud, howsoever
thou dost not perceive. ’Tis Satan’s
policy to plead against, suppress and aggravate, to
conceal those sparks of faith in thee. Thou dost
not believe, thou sayest, yet thou wouldst believe
if thou couldst, ’tis thy desire to believe;
then pray, [6782]"Lord help mine unbelief:”
and hereafter thou shall certainly believe: [6783]_Dabitur
sitienti_, it shall be given to him that thirsteth.
Thou canst not yet repent, hereafter thou shall; a
black cloud of sin as yet obnubilates thy soul, terrifies
thy conscience, but this cloud may conceive a rainbow
at the last, and be quite dissipated by repentance.