repliest, I am a notorious sinner, mine offences are
not so great as infinite. Hear Fulgentius, [6762]"God’s
invincible goodness cannot be overcome by sin, His
infinite mercy cannot be terminated by any: the
multitude of His mercy is equivalent to His magnitude.”
Hear [6763]Chrysostom, “Thy malice may be measured,
but God’s mercy cannot be defined; thy malice
is circumscribed, His mercies infinite.”
As a drop of water is to the sea, so are thy misdeeds
to His mercy: nay, there is no such proportion
to be given; for the sea, though great, yet may be
measured, but God’s mercy cannot be circumscribed.
Whatsoever thy sins be then in quantity or quality,
multitude or magnitude, fear them not, distrust not.
I speak not this, saith [6764]Chrysostom, “to
make thee secure and negligent, but to cheer thee
up.” Yea but, thou urgest again, I have
little comfort of this which is said, it concerns
me not: Inanis poenitentia quam sequens culpa
coinquinat, ’tis to no purpose for me to
repent, and to do worse than ever I did before, to
persevere in sin, and to return to my lusts as a dog
to his vomit, or a swine to the mire: [6765]to
what end is it to ask forgiveness of my sins, and
yet daily to sin again and again, to do evil out of
a habit? I daily and hourly offend in thought,
word, and deed, in a relapse by mine own weakness
and wilfulness: my bonus genius, my good
protecting angel is gone, I am fallen from that I was
or would be, worse and worse, “my latter end
is worse than my beginning:” Si quotidiae
peccas, quotidie, saith Chrysostom, poenitentiam
age, if thou daily offend, daily repent:
[6766]"if twice, thrice, a hundred, a hundred thousand
times, twice, thrice, a hundred thousand times repent.”
As they do by an old house that is out of repair,
still mend some part or other; so do by thy soul,
still reform some vice, repair it by repentance, call
to Him for grace, and thou shalt have it; “For
we are freely justified by His grace,” Rom.
iii. 24. If thine enemy repent, as our Saviour
enjoined Peter, forgive him seventy-seven times; and
why shouldst thou think God will not forgive thee?
Why should the enormity of thy sins trouble thee?
God can do it, he will do it. “My conscience”
(saith [6767]Anselm) “dictates to me that I
deserve damnation, my repentance will not suffice for
satisfaction: but thy mercy, O Lord, quite overcometh
all my transgressions.” The gods once (as
the poets feign) with a gold chain would pull Jupiter
out of heaven, but all they together could not stir
him, and yet he could draw and turn them as he would
himself; maugre all the force and fury of these infernal
fiends, and crying sins, “His grace is sufficient.”
Confer the debt and the payment; Christ and Adam;
sin, and the cure of it; the disease and the medicine;
confer the sick man to his physician, and thou shalt
soon perceive that his power is infinitely beyond
it. God is better able, as [6768]Bernard informeth
us, “to help, than sin to do us hurt; Christ