A continual tester to give in evidence, to empanel
a jury to examine us, to cry guilty, a persecutor with
hue and cry to follow, an apparitor to summon us, a
bailiff to carry us, a serjeant to arrest, an attorney
to plead against us, a gaoler to torment, a judge
to condemn, still accusing, denouncing, torturing and
molesting. And as the statue of Juno in that
holy city near Euphrates in [6724]Assyria will look
still towards you, sit where you will in her temple,
she stares full upon you, if you go by, she follows
with her eye, in all sites, places, conventicles,
actions, our conscience will be still ready to accuse
us. After many pleasant days, and fortunate adventures,
merry tides, this conscience at last doth arrest us.
Well he may escape temporal punishment, [6725]bribe
a corrupt judge, and avoid the censure of law, and
flourish for a time; “for [6726]who ever saw”
(saith Chrysostom) “a covetous man troubled
in mind when he is telling of his money, an adulterer
mourn with his mistress in his arms? we are then drunk
with pleasure, and perceive nothing:” yet
as the prodigal son had dainty fare, sweet music at
first, merry company, jovial entertainment, but a
cruel reckoning in the end, as bitter as wormwood,
a fearful visitation commonly follows. And the
devil that then told thee that it was a light sin,
or no sin at all, now aggravates on the other side,
and telleth thee, that it is a most irremissible offence,
as he did by Cain and Judas, to bring them to despair;
every small circumstance before neglected and contemned,
will now amplify itself, rise up in judgment, and
accuse the dust of their shoes, dumb creatures, as
to Lucian’s tyrant, lectus et candela,
the bed and candle did bear witness, to torment their
souls for their sins past. Tragical examples
in this kind are too familiar and common: Adrian,
Galba, Nero, Otho, Vitellius, Caracalla, were in such
horror of conscience for their offences committed,
murders, rapes, extortions, injuries, that they were
weary of their lives, and could get nobody to kill
them. [6727]Kennetus, King of Scotland, when he had
murdered his nephew Malcom, King Duffe’s son,
Prince of Cumberland, and with counterfeit tears and
protestations dissembled the matter a long time, [6728]"at
last his conscience accused him, his unquiet soul
could not rest day or night, he was terrified with
fearful dreams, visions, and so miserably tormented
all his life.” It is strange to read what
[6729]Cominaeus hath written of Louis XI. that French
King; of Charles VIII.; of Alphonsus, King of Naples;
in the fury of his passion how he came into Sicily,
and what pranks he played. Guicciardini, a man
most unapt to believe lies, relates how that Ferdinand
his father’s ghost who before had died for grief,
came and told him, that he could not resist the French
King, he thought every man cried France, France; the
reason of it (saith Cominseus) was because he was a
vile tyrant, a murderer, an oppressor of his subjects,
he bought up all commodities, and sold them at his