of their birth, and wish for death:” for
as Pineda and most interpreters hold, Job was even
melancholy to despair, and almost [2743]madness itself;
they murmur many times against the world, friends,
allies, all mankind, even against God himself in the
bitterness of their passion, [2744]_vivere nolunt,
mori nesciunt_, live they will not, die they cannot.
And in the midst of these squalid, ugly, and such
irksome days, they seek at last, finding no comfort,
[2745]no remedy in this wretched life, to be eased
of all by death. Omnia appetunt bonum, all
creatures seek the best, and for their good as they
hope, sub specie, in show at least, vel quia
mori pulchrum putant (saith [2746]Hippocrates)
vel quia putant inde se majoribus malis liberari,
to be freed as they wish. Though many times, as
Aesop’s fishes, they leap from the frying-pan
into the fire itself, yet they hope to be eased by
this means: and therefore (saith Felix [2747]Platerus)
“after many tedious days at last, either by drowning,
hanging, or some such fearful end,” they precipitate
or make away themselves: “many lamentable
examples are daily seen amongst us:” alius
ante, fores se laqueo suspendit (as Seneca notes),
alius se praecipitavit a tecto, ne dominum stomachantem
audiret, alius ne reduceretur a fuga ferrum redegit
in viscera, “one hangs himself before his
own door,—another throws himself from the
house-top, to avoid his master’s anger,—a
third, to escape expulsion, plunges a dagger into his
heart,”—so many causes there are—His
amor exitio est, furor his—love, grief,
anger, madness, and shame, &c. ’Tis a common
calamity, [2748]a fatal end to this disease, they
are condemned to a violent death, by a jury of physicians,
furiously disposed, carried headlong by their tyrannising
wills, enforced by miseries, and there remains no more
to such persons, if that heavenly Physician, by his
assisting grace and mercy alone do not prevent, (for
no human persuasion or art can help) but to be their
own butchers, and execute themselves. Socrates
his cicuta, Lucretia’s dagger, Timon’s
halter, are yet to be had; Cato’s knife, and
Nero’s sword are left behind them, as so many
fatal engines, bequeathed to posterity, and will be
used to the world’s end, by such distressed souls:
so intolerable, insufferable, grievous, and violent
is their pain, [2749]so unspeakable and continuate.
One day of grief is an hundred years, as Cardan observes:
’Tis carnificina hominum, angor animi,
as well saith Areteus, a plague of the soul, the cramp
and convulsion of the soul, an epitome of hell; and
if there be a hell upon earth, it is to be found in
a melancholy man’s heart.
“For
that deep torture may be call’d an hell,
When
more is felt, than one hath power to tell.”
Yea, that which scoffing Lucian said of the gout in jest, I may truly affirm of melancholy in earnest.