like danger, as Perkins c. 12. sc. 12. well
observes in his Cases of Conscience and many times
by violence of imagination they produce it. They
cannot endure to see any terrible object, as a monster,
a man executed, a carcase, hear the devil named, or
any tragical relation seen, but they quake for fear,
Hecatas somniare sibi videntur (Lucian) they
dream of hobgoblins, and may not get it out of their
minds a long time after: they apply (as I have
said) all they hear, see, read, to themselves; as
[2494]Felix Plater notes of some young physicians,
that study to cure diseases, catch them themselves,
will be sick, and appropriate all symptoms they find
related of others, to their own persons. And therefore
(quod iterum moneo, licet nauseam paret lectori,
malo decem potius verba, decies repetita licet abundare,
quam unum desiderari) I would advise him that is
actually melancholy not to read this tract of Symptoms,
lest he disquiet or make himself for a time worse,
and more melancholy than he was before. Generally
of them all take this, de inanibus semper conqueruntur
et timent, saith Aretius; they complain of toys,
and fear [2495]without a cause, and still think their
melancholy to be most grievous, none so bad as they
are, though it be nothing in respect, yet never any
man sure was so troubled, or in this sort. As
really tormented and perplexed, in as great an agony
for toys and trifles (such things as they will after
laugh at themselves) as if they were most material
and essential matters indeed, worthy to be feared,
and will not be satisfied. Pacify them for one,
they are instantly troubled with some other fear;
always afraid of something which they foolishly imagine
or conceive to themselves, which never peradventure
was, never can be, never likely will be; troubled in
mind upon every small occasion, unquiet, still complaining,
grieving, vexing, suspecting, grudging, discontent,
and cannot be freed so long as melancholy continues.
Or if their minds be more quiet for the present, and
they free from foreign fears, outward accidents, yet
their bodies are out of tune, they suspect some part
or other to be amiss, now their head aches, heart,
stomach, spleen, &c. is misaffected, they shall surely
have this or that disease; still troubled in body,
mind, or both, and through wind, corrupt fantasy,
some accidental distemper, continually molested.
Yet for all this, as [2496]Jacchinus notes, “in
all other things they are wise, staid, discreet, and
do nothing unbeseeming their dignity, person, or place,
this foolish, ridiculous, and childish fear excepted;”
which so much, so continually tortures and crucifies
their souls, like a barking dog that always bawls,
but seldom bites, this fear ever molesteth, and so
long as melancholy lasteth, cannot be avoided.