pulses going true and fast, and gathers impetus as
he runs, until, if he be running towards anything
better than wildfire, he may shoot up and become a
constellation in the end. Lord look after his
health, Lord have a care of his soul, says he; and
he has at the key of the position, and swashes through
incongruity and peril towards his aim. Death
is on all sides of him with pointed batteries, as he
is on all sides of all of us; unfortunate surprises
gird him round; mim-mouthed friends[19] and relations
hold up their hands in quite a little elegiacal synod
about his path: and what cares he for all this?
Being a true lover of living, a fellow with something
pushing and spontaneous in his inside, he must, like
any other soldier, in any other stirring, deadly warfare,
push on at his best pace until he touch the goal.
“A peerage or Westminster Abbey!"[20] cried Nelson
in his bright, boyish, heroic manner. These are
great incentives; not for any of these, but for the
plain satisfaction of living, of being about their
business in some sort or other, do the brave, serviceable
men of every nation tread down the nettle danger,[21]
and pass flyingly over all the stumbling-blocks of
prudence. Think of the heroism of Johnson, think
of that superb indifference to mortal limitation that
set him upon his dictionary, and carried him through
triumphantly until the end! Who, if he were wisely
considerate of things at large, would ever embark
upon any work much more considerable than a halfpenny
post card? Who would project a serial novel,
after Thackeray and Dickens had each fallen in mid-course?[22]
Who would find heart enough to begin to live, if he
dallied with the consideration of death?
And, after all, what sorry and pitiful quibbling all
this is! To forego all the issues of living in
a parlour with a regulated temperature—as
if that were not to die a hundred times over, and for
ten years at a stretch! As if it were not to die
in one’s own lifetime, and without even the
sad immunities of death! As if it were not to
die, and yet be the patient spectators of our own pitiable
change! The Permanent Possibility is preserved,
but the sensations carefully held at arm’s length,
as if one kept a photographic plate in a dark chamber.
It is better to lose health like a spendthrift than
to waste it like a miser. It is better to live
and be done with it, than to die daily in the sickroom.
By all means begin your folio; even if the doctor
does not give you a year, even if he hesitates about
a month, make one brave push and see what can be accomplished
in a week. It is not only in finished undertakings
that we ought to honour useful labour. A spirit
goes out of the man who means execution, which outlives
the most untimely ending. All who have meant good
work with their whole hearts, have done good work,[23]
although they may die before they have the time to
sign it. Every heart that has beat strong and
cheerfully has left a hopeful impulse behind it in